im having some very mixed feelings right now, haha. cant say its bad, cause there are HAPPY feelings included! :D

1) anxious. homework is drowning me. & i cant say im making any big actions to save myself, maybe i should start flapping my hands, HURHUR! yes, im funny :D

2) emo. thinking things that thought thinking would not be good things, HA! i actually made it have SENSE! erm, to me :D

3) HAPPPPY! school is reopening, I CAN SEE ALL OF YOU, YOU , YOU (endless 'yous') :D &&&, NEW YEAR AND CHINESE NEW YEAR! seriously my most favourite (though short) holiday of the 365days!! WHAHAHAH! angpow come come! DAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! *Mimic SBSP!* see if you know what it is hor! hahaha!

blahblah, so bored. very bored, real bored.

OH YEAH a piece of good news! :D mwahahha, sec38 SECONDARY 48 , all of you better come for the BAR BIE Q! cause i will be bring BROWNIES! :D hohohoho! come support ah! i make alot alot, let u all eat till shiok shiok!

*can you tell im really happy?!*

CAUSE I FINALLY MADE SOME DECENT *QUITE OK* THINGS! FROM SCRATCH!!!

remember the first and last time me & SOPHIA and KELLYN made some choco cake? i hate to say it, but the recipe was shitty! or maybe its just because we were NOOBS in bakery. HOHO, so long never use that word, NOOBNOOBNOOB! :D

anyway, the cake turned out, sticky, weird, a bit hard, and overall quite shitty. HOHO, sorry ah car, give u failed attempt, next time ok! next time :D

& the other time, when i tried making BROWNIES? faill! i failed so badly, nobody wanted to touch the *shi ti* ! LOL. in the end THROW!

& now, when i've recovered, I SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE BAKING AGAIN! so go buy things, which my mummy sponsered most of, and DO DO DO!

EH NOT BAD LEH! its just that time i never get the amounts correct, and the oven settings were not done well.

NOW! i got everything liao!! :D my measuring cups, spoons, its just the oven thing.. :( may make it taste too dry. NEVERMIND. will try & try till perfect! :D yay

ps, im really sorry for making this post seem so...... crappy and random.

anyways, TATA! :D

hur hur...

so bored, i went to read my achieves! and found that i am so digusted with my writing in the past. words that were'nt words, sounds actually typed out, HAHAHA! hey, everyone has a past right :D

& i wonder why i didnt discover paragraphing in the past! everyone was clumped together, hard to read, irritating to see. or maybe its cause i change templates? whatever, :D

oh& i created a gmail account for my mails. any important contacts will be used by gmail.


i will not read them. u think i siao ah? go lag my computer to load a hundred over mails, to find one mail, really, when i do that, beware..

cause...

i ..

am...

really...







SIAO!

hahaha, like that now machiam very long post! :D

anyways, send mails you need me to read to angsiumin@gmail.com OR angsiumin@yahoo.com.sg . whatever, i'll just read both :D

&the holiday is ending, with only less than a week left, guess what? im still struggling with my homework. :(

but i must admit, i've been slacking for too long, even when i know i shouldnt be lazing around, i still do so anyway. makes me very angry with myself, cause i KNOW i should not be doing this, YET i STILL do it -.- brains are weird things.

oh well, i shall just try my best then. i think my teachers will understand, RIGHT? :D

andandand!!!!! :D I FOUND MY SEC 3 TEXTS!! BOTH OF THEM!! :D yayness!
turns out i have already brought them back BEFORE i went for op! :D
COOL, lady luck is smiling on me again, i think i shall go gamble , mauahahha! :D

Hellos! :D

updatesupdates!

friday; dearest laopo came over and tuitioned me hw! :D
hhahs, she kept saying she's boliao, come over, intheend keep play psp.
no lahs, you got teach me something(s)! & if not, until now i dunnoe the maths hw we were supposed to do was in the sec 4 texts :D

oh& i love to watch her play psp! cause everytime she plays, i will keep disturb her, &den, her police car will CRASH! muahahahah! :D

hms, was basicly rotting at home after that, dad wasnt feeling well, and mum went off shopping with my aunt,

[&no, we did not go to kbox.]

saturday; woke up early in the morning, went to the nearby market, ate breakfast, fetched mum home.

in the afternoon, we went to hougang to pick up our spects, and my contacts.
i spent like, 30mins there. terrifying. my upper eyelid simply REFUSED to stay open, and i had some trouble putting it in. but it got in in the end. taking out was easy! pinch your eyeball! xD lols, i sound so sick! :D

had a quick visit to my father's friend's shop, and off we went to chinatown! the long ride almost made me puke o.o

to meetup with my aunt, and get her gown (tailored). i must admit, it was BEAUTIFUL! :D the long white gown was beautiful with the pink shawl(: all handmade, mind you!
cant wait for the wedding! hahaha!

we ate at some huge foodcourt, and boy, did we order alot o.o

1) 2plates of chickenchop for me & my sis
2) 2bowls of lor mee for my parents
3) my aunt didnt noe we order liaos, and bought a furthur 2 BIG bowls of fish soup or something.
4) somemore we had carrotcake, and i wanted to eat zhui kuey.
lols!! i feel ashamed for wasting food :(

ohwell, we sent my aunt home, and went home too.

sunday; my mum had a dinner appointment at 5, and my dad suggested sending her there, and after that take me and my sis over to jurong point.

SUPER ALOT OF PEOPLE LORH.

was squeezing everywhere. oh and, *haha* my sis was bumped, HARD, TWICE! i didnt. *laughs evil-ly* xD

my dad didnt manage to buy his thumbdrive, SOLD OUT! lols. singaporeans are fast man. 1day advertisment come out, den nextday, SOLD OUT! o.o omg.. hhas, next time we have to be more auntie, CHARGEEEE! :D

i bought a cork board to keep all my notes! :D gonna ask my dad to fix it in for me soon(:

ate at delifrance, I had some creamy pasta, my sis got the fish something, and my dad ate the SEAFOOD SANDWICH. he purposely!! know i cannot eat seafood, and buy and eat infront of me somemore! &now, i have a super big craving for LAKSA! all cause my dad say, i want eat laksa! RARHS!

hey wait, maybe he just did feel like eating that! lols.
&why do they have to name all these dishes sooooooo long and complicated huhs? to make it seem more tasty? what has the name got to do with the food? o.o whatever. i guess im just pissed cause i cant remember the name. lols. stupid. :D

i still remember: the bill came to $57.55 for the 3of us. hahs. i remember cause i told my dad i felt bad, so expensive. then he said "Nevermind, next time you all bring us go eat better one lo." i then ate my pasta without any feeling. HAHHA! okay, next time bring you go eat your (&mine :D) FAVOURITE CHILLI CRAB!~ :D

we shopped around, and i become so angry with my daddy, he refused every single object i said "buy leh"!! cannot shop with men ahs!

we went to fetch my mum, and she started talking about how those china women (collegues) could really drink! hahah. and tomorrow got work somemore! my sister said that those women like go there so that they can drink, LOL!

we passed by lot1, and i quickly say eh buy hamsaleh to eat lehs, and my papa say ok lorh, and tell my mummy " since today she wan buy this buy that i oso never let her buy" ROAR! i am NOT so barbaric okay!! :D & we buy home and eat! :D yumyums!

the end(:

i suddenly thought of somethings, & i shall BLOG&BLOG&BLOG! :D

i am so amazed, no, shocked at human nature's outrageness!

dont understand right? let me cite a few examples.

Why do smokers smoke even when they know its bad for health? & hurting others with the 2nd hand smoke somemore! DONT TELL ME SMOKERS DUNNOE IT WILL BE BAD FOR HEALTH OK! all those stickers on the CIGGERATES packet, so digusting! (ps, i typed ciggerates in bold cause i dunnoe i spelt correct nots. :D)

Why do gamblers gamble, even when they will lose (most of the time)? gambling till the last cent, hurting everyone else around them.


why do people do things, even when they know of the consequences? dont they realise that they could have prevented many things from happening?

some people do it just to piss people off. -.- stupid. (eg, doing something that is forbidden, just to see what others will do about it.) that act is forbidden for a REASON! why do people forbid people from entering a crime scene? cause it may be dangerous! later the killer still around den kan ni bu shuang, den just stab u to death how?

for the smokers part, lots of people say it can make them feel 'high'. high ge pi! you feel high, den your lungs die. den got yellow teeth and fingernails! & bad breathe also.. (see! i during assenbly got listen one ok! :D) who dares to go near you?

my point is... why do people just have to break rules or do bad things, despite knowing of the consequences?

there are good people on earth, & there are also bad people. but why can good people think about their actions before doing, but bad people cant? they are all the same, isnt it? same body, same brain. i dont understand..

i thought that * understood everything. i thought that * would know to do the right things. i thought that * had better understanding.

i am so shocked. but i have to admit. i had been suspecting it for some time. but still. i cant deny that i am very shocked.

which was why it led me to think about so many things. why must all of these people do all of those things, which they KNOW is wrong, but still, insist on doing them?

i thought everything had ended. i guess, i thought wrong.




but enough of all these! im beginning to sound like an old woman huhs? xD

updates! im getting my new spects and trial contact lenses on saturday! :D
&my jiejie is getting her N level results TODAY! wish her luck(:

there's so many things i wanna do, but time, THE STUPID TIME, refuses to budge -.-
who was the one who decided that there will be 24h in a day anyway?


and hor, schools are all siaokia one!!! i just realised, from 7AM till almost on average, 2PM, im in school!!! thats SEVEN hours in a day!!! and experts advise us to sleep for at least 10hours a day! & we need lunch and dinner, 1hour each, 2hours more gone! and allow 2hours for entertainment! :D we have THREE FRICKING HOURS TO DO HOMEWORK FOR 7/8 SUBJECTS! three....how do they expect us to survive?????


either reduce school hours or reduce the amount of homework!!!! :D
what a great idea, dont you think? :D
hey wait, I AM making sense right? o.o

oh well, sayonara! :D

this post is gonna be so random-ified. (:

i think.... i may be going to KBOX on friday. lols.

u guys comfirm think i siao one. haven fully fully recover wan go KBOX. well, im willing to risk it. ;D

aiyohs, i feel really bad lo, my sister was asking for me to accompany her there since very long ago! but i kept hesistating.. i was scared that i may suddenly feel unwell along the way or something. that could mean.... i may faint -.- and since the only other person was my sister, how could i get her into trouble!? so...... i must comfirm and double comfirm my health is able to take it. :D

and somemore i just fell sick again on yesterday's yesterday. terrible cramps in my stomach, and a bad headache with a slight fever. YOU THINK ITS 'OK'? i tell you ahs, those cramps are like every step i take, my muscles just refused to relax, and BAM. pain -.- and i ended up lying on the bed for the most of yesterday.

WORST STILL -.- my father came home, and saw me lying on the bed, and nagged at me, saying i cannot keep lying on bed liaos. school starting, must learn to get back to life. &somemore i talk also pain, cannot rebut him somemore!~!! ahhs, the anger! i tell you ahs, i am SUPER SUAY. everytime my dad passes by, i comfirm doing something that will make him scold me, like using comp. but hor, it's just that JUST when he passes by, he saw me doing that, and thought i had been using comp for very long. WHEN IN ACTUAL FACT I ONLY USE FOR AWHILE!!! suay anot you tell me!

&somemore must cancel kellyn's remedial date with me >< sorry!!

HEY WAIT. THIS GETS ME IN THE TOPIC OF HW!!!!!!!

i am damn pissed off man. both my sec3 emaths texts are f___ing missing .
i would'nt have minded actually u noe. BUT I HAVE A FREAKINGLY PILED UP AMOUNT OF HOMEWORK TO DO OK. and when school starts, MORE HW. how am i supposed to cope? if you told me that a day has 36hours, i would actually feel better . BUT NO. NO TIME.

oh god, i hope that anyone who found it PLEASE return it to me, or at least tell me that you have it with you. if not i waste money go buy again ehs! THE ECONOMY IS DOWN, DONT YOU REALISE?!

have'nt you realise that this post is so whine-y and stupid? i sure feel so. :D

oh a better note, i got some leadership award! yay money! :D

goodbyes(:

im depressed...

& to top it off, i lost my sec 3 emaths texts, both of them! ;(

anyone who found it, return it to me, pretty please? :(

im crying already...

The time now is 1:00AM.

WHY ARENT I SLEEPING?!

arhs, feeling bored, edited some pictures :D
no, is TOOK on the spot, den edited! :DD

ahhahhas! so lame. im really really bored(:

&to let you guys finally 'look' at me in 1month! :D



Missed me? :D



lols, this pic looking like it was taken accidently? somehow, seems wrong! xD



I AM ANGELIC! (:



i am Ms Pig, what's your name? oh & HOW DO YOU LIKE ME NEW HAIRSTYLE?! xD



&finally, a normal picture to show you guys that I'm Still Me.

gosh, my homeworks are still left undone! :O

i have like maybe 3 weeks to finish what was supposed to be finished in 2months! o.o


RARHS! i need people to coach me all those stuffs!
or maybe just let me copy some of their's! :D

oh whahahahhahas!

but i simply have no mood to do any of them! dunnoe how i can finish all of them, not to mention more homework that will be coming when school reopens! imdeadimdeadimdead!

but hey, some is i dunnoe how do okays! im gonna organise a studying period soon! MWAHAHAH! :D & the whole thing shall revolve around MEMEME!

BWAHAHAHAHH!

okays la.. my jie want me go do thing liaos, LOL BYES!

guess what??





i want a new blogskin! :O

mans, im feeling so bored, i dont even know what to type! hmms, blogs are for feelings...
SO I SHALL TYPE MY FEELINGS! ;D

&while im typing this, i actually found a skin i like, and will be changing it later!* LOL

i feel so sad... there's so many place i wanna go, but yet, i cant be sure of my health of being able to go.. its sad i tell you... sad :(

oh well, i can go after im ALL OK :D

OHYES! forgot to blog about monday. :X
monday had a sort of 'review' at NUH Kent Ridge Wing. my wound is a little infected -.- it doesnt hurt or anything, but it seriously look super digusting. im not gonna put the picture! there's like some 'holes' or something.. dont know how that happened.. now have to put cream!!!!!!

AND THE WORSE PART IS...... i have to take MORE medicine! i now have THREE different calciums to COMPLETE, and 1 BIGBIG packet of antibiotics to COMPLETE. that means..... 3(31) + 76 =149pills to complete. eat until PUKE! worse, the new medicines smells like shit! im not even kidding! &now my mouth smells like shit -.-

and the nurse at the counter was settling our bill and also next appointment.. she wasnt friendly. -.- the next appointment was going to be on Christmas Eve, & if my father took leave on that half day holiday, it would be considered a full day's leave. &so i wanted to ask if we could change to maybe like a week later or something, (they only open one day a week, lazy bums!)

erms, hello, i was speaking to you! she just kept on talking and talking, never looking at us in the eye, and like very proud that she's a nurse or something lahs! I PAID THE MONEY, I EXPECT TO GET GOOD SERVICE. & if she ever thinks im a mere 'small kid' I TELL YOU..... I CONFIRM SHOOOOOOOOT HER TILL SHE DIES! she has NO RIGHT to discriminate 'kids' that way. ughs, i can still remember her face lahs! hope she drops in a pile of shit! xD

i need a new shawl, bag and dress! currently almost frantic looking for :D

im feeling so lazy now, tahtah! ;D