many things happened these few weeks. im gonna have to blog them out.

1) Adam Khoo's Workshop (i swear i'll blog this out.)
2) CNY
3) Sec3 Camp (oh god, so long ago, but its once in a lifetime. MUST BLOG!)
4) personal thoughts

actually, i just wanted to post these : (but i just thought i'll put up a reminder for myself)


just so, i would be a better person. i feel like such a failure. damnit, so pissed off, yet so unhappy.
the chances were all just right there for me to grab! why didnt i just treasure it, and work more, do better?

Yes. Laziness. It's really the cause of my whole failure. Oh god, just please, help me get disciplined. I really do need it.

&Yes, courage. Courage is what we all need to speak out all of our heart-felt words. I believe everyone, though, for now, is not able to truely attain that, i sincerely believe, everyone's trying to speak out truely. Cause I Believe. & of course, i have my views, and i ain't afraid to speak it out. though, i cant say all of it are my true words.

I HAVE OFFICIALLY COMBINED MY PHYSICS AND CHEMISTRY.

haha, big hooha at school these days, ms soh suddenly came into our class, called a few names, and actually asked if they would like to drop physics. (?!)

LOL, i thought most of us wouldnt be able to drop any subjects at all, given the fact that we most probably didnt reach the requirement, BIG SHOCK MAN.

heard anna wanted to combine, and my XIN YANG YANG alr! wanted to combine sooooo much, thought alot about it, talked with my mum and dad, IN THE END, wrote letter, pass up!

NEXT DAY MORNING, after assembly, called to the side, informed me, APPROVED! :D

the reasons i wanna combine :

1) The course i want to take next time, DOES NOT DIRECTLY REQUIRE any sciences at all! (o.o)

seriously a bit regret come to Triple Sciences class, in terms of academic. (i found lovely friends! :D) like, when i was choosing classes in the past, i thought triple sciences would have better choices, like more subjects, more variaties?
though i have to admit, i was influenced by friends' choices, WHO WASNT?

well, i was wrong! damn stress can. get good results on one subject, another fails, its utterly ridiculous, the stress.

thats why, COMBINE!

2) STRESS LEVEL (!)

cant cope, feel like dying,

COMBINE!

3) I NEED HUMANITIES FOR MY FUTURE COURSE!

since, i dont need sciences, and my humanities was like (failing region) , why not combine sciences, focus more on my more important subjects?

therefore........ COMBINE!



actually these are the three main reasons lo,

im sick! but i dun wan see doctor.. &somemore today got test eh! no MC = 0marks

shitshitshit.

i was feeling terrible this morning only! had a terrible headache and i couldnt really open my eyes!

after i sleep den okay le. HOW?!

my life... is full of terrible mistakes.

AHHHH, i havent been blogging!

updates, updates!

SATURDAY 25/1(?)
BUGGGGGGGGGGGIS! :D
finally, so long since i've last went bugis. and finally, i went! YAYNESS! ;D

i trained there with Priscilla and Koofang ;D
on the way, i dunnoe why......






BUT THEY KEEP LAUGHING AT ME! :(

i got so funny mehs? *laughs, :D
hahs, i dunnoe, was really basicly crapping and laughing like siaokias all the way, :D
&then, we reached BUGISJUNCTION!
went for a bigbig feast at Pastamania! :D

I ordered some , er, creamy pasta? eew. second time eaten, STILL HAVEN LEARNT MY LESSON! :( it was way too heavy for me to take as a big lunch. i ended up wasting most of the pasta there, uneaten :( , though priscilla helped me to eat some! :D thankyou, my guilt is lessened!

i think.... the next time i eat, im gonna eat some safer stuffs, like BAKED RICE. :D or maybe i should try the chicken alfredo?... hmms. dreaming, lols :D

&when we were STUFFED, we went over to bugis street to meet up with kellyn! :D
we went around crazy looking for priscilla's Brother's "Messy" shop, xD & somemore we passed the shop before!! heng we look at tag, if not..... we still running in circles xD

& she also bought her heels! hahas, specially for CNY!

then, i went to look at hair extentions. erms,

One Word To Summarize The Whole Experience :








FUCK






:D

hahs, i guess you'll never know! & im not gonna tell, hmms, maybe will tell in like 10years :D

& then, we trained back to CCK, NEOPRINTS at arcade! :D
so long never take neoprints le!!! :D very very happy! :D
we take alot very fun de poses! :D & edit till super nice :D
whahhahas, in short,

IT WAS FUUUUUUUUUUUN!

sent Koofang off home, & Priscilla to her respective place (:
den went back to Kellyn's home to get $$$$, to buy heels! :D

finally trained back to far east plaza.
SO COMPLICATED :(

got one guy like kept super close to me, and f*ck, the thing is... HIS FRIENDS WERE LAUGHING WITH HIM.

WHAT?! LIKE IM A JOKE ISSIT! __

(lols, im learning bad things! xD)

the thing is... i got scared -.-
eh hello, it's not close as in got space cans! his hand was almost touching mine!!!!! GROSS.

& somemore i wasnt even dressed like slutty or whatever! i jus wore a top, jeans, topped with shawl!

I AM SO NOT A SLUT!

kellyn saw he suddenly REALLYREALLY close to me, den out of shock(?) pulled me away, then..

TYPICALLY,




HE AND HIS FRIENDS LAUGHED. -.-
dont know what happened to his brain.




& anyways, i got really freaked out, and at the overhead bridge, i kept looking if they were still behind us, and then when they wasnt, i finally breathed. :( so scary!!

seriously, im so glad i didnt go alone :D thanks so so much laopo! :D

we shopped around, looking at everything. and we saw white heels in Mondo! it's super cute, & like those heels i've been looking for! :D happyhappy!

we bought them together :D

& then, we trained back to CCK, tried to find some instant porridge for kellyn's aching tooth, chatted with Priscilla awhile, then finally we decided to go to Sunshine place for SUPPER! :D

yumsyums (:

bought some tidbits, and raced home, papa was calling le! :D

& oh yeahs, just want to add,

thanks to KOOFANG, PRISCILLA and KELLYN! cause you guys supported me in ______ even though it may get YOU in trouble! TYTY(: friends! :D

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i know, you WANT me to post about motivational workshop & CNY! soon, promises(:

*& since i've just remembered, i just wanna say to my sis, Papa and Mummy came to my parent's talk cause i BEGGED them to, okay? now stop accusing them of never going to YOUR school's talks. thats totally so.... wrong!