geezs. wad did i do to deserve such a family? on the way home. i was still plannin wad to say in today's post. HAPPY things. the moment i reached home. mum shouted at me. all gone. zz

NEVER a day whre we can eat, play, slp together happily together like a family.i wish i had a better family.

my dad. he jus dont reli bother abt the family. maybe he does. but no time to show it. and his soo proud. he thinks everything he says is correct. well. sry but it ISNT. NOT ALL THE TIME.

my mum. scolds me whenever shes in a bad mood. wth la. not my business lor. i'm not ur chu qi tong. example. now. i am using the com. say wad. come home stright away use com nia. I DO AGREE. but do u nid to pick on me all the time? zz

my brother. hes sensible. but he scolds me alot. shouts alot. scares me.

my sister. dun think she can think. i noe she will read this but all these are my true feelings.

so thats my family. u tink i can live well? my grades are slipping. i dont reli care. wad else is there to care abt when you and ur family dont even get along well? my family's at the top of my list of important things. nth in life. wth. i reli feel like killin myself now.

the phone thing. i may not be able to hold onto my phone long. i dont noe. but its defintely not my fault. i dont wanna point fingers. i jus wan to live my life happily.

my bro said something yesterday. he said. u think friendship can live FOREVER? let me tell u. NO. well. thats whre you r WRONG. frens DO last forever. at least. for a long time. during my times of darkness, i dun wanna go home to hear all the shoutings, i CAN count on my frens to help me forget my unhappiness. FRIENDS ARE GOOD. i love my friends. truely.

P.S wish you ppl wont have MY unhappiness.