haish. u guys wont noe wads this abt. but i jus wanna let my feeling out.

its been abt 5days+. i jus dunnoe when shes gonna go and do it. WHEN? she promised me it, but she doesnt even seem to remember or jus like purposely forget de..haish..everytime i ask her, she always change the subject or jus ignore me.. den sometimes i jus dun even dare to go and ask her. scared if i say anything wrong, den KABOOM. no more. wad can i do? haish. i can onli wait and hope for the best.

when am i finally getting it? i wish that day, i should have jus insisted on goin to westmall and get it done and over with. but i'm jus boneless. haish. i wish and wish for the best. please~!