hellos?

i jus hadda let this one out.

for those who dun noe, im on brace. for my spine.
somehow, for the past few years, my spine got crooked. dun ask me how. i dun even noe.
so, during one of those annual medical checkup, i got checked and found i had a slight bent i guess? the nurse referred me to the SHC.
well, to tell the truth, i WAS a little happy? :/ since it would mean more attention forme! :D
boy was i wrong.
the first few years, i jus went for the followups and observation.
for the next few years, it worsen. doc told me to get a brace,
i was a little scared, a little excited(since i have no idea wad a brace is)
i went and made the brace. 1mth later, collected it.
for the i dunnoe, 1stweek? i seriously wore it like 20+hours!
but...... my detemination wore out. since 20+hours meant wearing it to school too, u noe, the brace is hard, uncomfortable, (sticking out) o.o it meant 'everyone' would noe abt my prob. well, it was kinda embarassing.. imagine, someone touch u and sudden touched something hard. surprised? i'll bet. den i would have to like act nth happen and explain. wow, not too hard?
as in,, they wont like say" eeeee" or wadever, BUT they WOULD give u weird looks, like wad happen? and all.... if u were me, would u wear it to school? or even public? i'll bet. NOT.
so, i did not wear it to school since then. and wow! hse was NOISY!
my mum n dad was forever nagging AND scolding AND i dunnoe wadever, for me nt wearing it. i mean, at home i wear lah. its ok~ but they jus dun understand! haish.

recently, i went for another follow-up, my mum busybody ask doc if i nid new brace, say wad too small....... den doc see, say yah.nid. wtf? (btw the brace costs 500bucks average) i mean, i dun giv a damn sia. i already ren ming le. yeah sure, im gonna TRY to wear the brace as often as i can, and the excludes school i guess...
well, i made a big fuss, saying i dunwanna. den in the end mum made me make new one. =.=
i find, waste $$, waste time, den always quarrel. zzz
my degrees now 32. 50+ will hav to get operation. well, i wanna say this. DEATH IS NOTHING.
seriously. BUT!
im finding ways and means to get me cured AND i dun hav to wear the hard back brace to school! lols. i did find 2 ways!
1) i ordered a back straightner frm my fren, its like wear around the shoulder and definately SMALLER than the brace. well, im thinkin i wear that to school and public, since it wont be as visible. hmm, maybe sometimes i wear the hard brace public, when goin out with family :D since i have many thick and long clothes, top it off with a jacket and NO ONE CAN TELL! lols.
2) buy a SpineCor thingy. its a brace too. but its flexible and suposely 100% freedom,compared to the one im having, aound 50% 'locked?' lols. im inquiring abt it now, but no news yet, if its like cheaper, im so gonna buy it, wear it EVERYWHRE ! im serious! but, frm wad i noe it seems to be US limited. o.o zz

well thats all i guess, btw anyone reading this, if my mum forces me to wear it to school, maybe i will have to T.T so~ jus let u guys noe 1st? (:

okays byebye(: