28 April 2008
April 28, 2008
when i seem to 'not care', better believe that its totally the opposite. nothings fair in life, but why cant i have a slice of life too? im a human with feelings too, aint i entitled to have some fun and rights too? even the catholics in northern ireland fights for their rights, but im just such a coward. i cant stand for things i deem right, i cant resist when i know things are wrong. all because of what? age? character? (maybe so, but i think i do not have anything to lose to her. at least im more honest to my feelings, regardless of what others may think) i dont know. but maybe, just maybe , one day they might say : "hey! look at siumin!" i'll just feel happy enough to know they, at least, know of my existence. well, maybe im just not lucky enough, or maybe she did more to persuade her. i wont know the truth. im glad i dont. if i do, my impression of her may slip drastically again. and its low enough. but still, i'll first have to notice me. but hey, tell me, what did i do wrong? perhaps... no, thats a dangerous statement to make. silence is golden. {idontnoe, perhaps it the exam pressure getting to me.] |
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