[specially for dear laopo(:]

deardeardear laopo,

Treat this as a letter allright,
a letter to let the whole world how much i love u + care for u .
but wait. i gotta say this first. DUN GET DIGUSTED. lols, its purely true friendship.
okays im gonna start!

Firstly, i really gotta say WHY i simply LOVE you.(:
cause u really love me lots too. u ask me, how can i tell? from the ways u can be there for me as well! so many examples, mainly cause of my family probs. ur the one i can turn to when i really , seriously feel like breaking down. i guess everyone has that ONE true friend i guess. well, it jus so happens, ur the one for me. i still remember the time i felt so lost , ur the one i messaged, & u comforted me and made me feel oh-so-good! many of my friends dont know the true me, i hide behind a mask, crying silently. but recently, i got so affected by ur mood. when ur sad, im sad, when ur happy, im hyper. u influenced me. does that prove the strength of our friendship? i think so.(: ur the one who noticed whenever i have problems and asks me why. ur the one who makes me feel comfortable when i am silent. u know me so well, is there any secrets i can hide from u?

and ur forgiving / kind/ beautiful heart. u can give generously, not asking for benefits. sometimes u give so much, i actually said thats stupid. but u shrugged off my comments, saying thats all right. to you, giving off to others to let them be happy would be also a kind of happiness to you, i guess. my dear, please. its good to think of others, but thinking of yourself once in a while is not all that bad either.

so dear laopo. everything you and i are experiencing right now is all part and parcel of life. everyone must go through it. but the important thing is how to stand up and face it bravely. i did it once. i believe that u can do it too. & when everything's over, we can walk on happily, glad that we were brave. im glad that u thought of me right away when u experience problems. im really happy that i can play a part for u when ur experiencing a bad time. i feel so happy that, at least, we have each other in this part of life.

remember that there are so many other things in life, still waiting for us. dont let them down. walk on! be a brave girl. (:

Siumin,

JIAYOU