to my dear clique,

[this was the msg i tried sending to all of u guys, but i didnt notice that my phone no money le, so i think some didnt manage to receive. so, its here then(:]

I've just realised that sometimes, even when you try your hardest, things still do happen. The odds are laid. All i really want is for the group to be just like before. Nobody's to be blamed. It was fated that things should unfold this way. Nobody's at fault, but to tell the truth, nobody's perfect. We will all make mistakes someday. But the main thing i whether we are willing to change, and more importantly, admit our mistakes. The moment we believe that it is entirely other people's mistake, that is the moment when we make the worst mistake in life. No one on earth can truely say that they are faultless. Dear all, be true to your feelings. Say it out loud. avoiding a problem or ignoring it does not mean that it doesnt exist. It is just hidden, the memory is still there. A big talk. Perhaps that is what we need to resolve this problem. The real problem of all our problems are keeping all of our feelings deep in our heart. Hating someone, like ms soh said, only makes yourself miserable.


A chance for all of us. I have to admit, EVERYONE of us made mistakes, be it big or small, including me. My real motive for sending all of you this message, is to truely, let everyone know of my feelings, and in turn, i hope that one by one, we will start to speak up. No matter how harsh the words may sound, spit it out. Won't it be better than keeping it in your heart, and making yourself and possibly, the people around you miserable? Only the people around you can truely see your bad points, im hoping through this, everyone knows about their own bad points, and will change. Including me, i'll like to know whats good and whats bad about me too, so i can change. Im sure it applies to all of you too. Everyone could use a little reflection now and then. I've reflected on what i've done, and im sorry for my bad actions. But what im even more hoping for is that we could foster better bonds, and keep our friendship alive. If not, we could just go back to normal, but with better understanding of each other. As all of you know, im going for the operation soon, i dont wanna have any regrets. Friends?(:

SIUMIN.