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29 November 2008
November 29, 2008
now i understand. okays, firstly, i would really like to apologize to you, cause if i really did say that, i am insensitive, and i hurt your feelings. but i would like to clarify that whatever i did, i did not do it intentionally. no matter was it joking, or said on the heat, it was not serious. never was, and never will be. i did not remember me saying that, so i cannot say what feelings or attitude i was having at that time. But believe me, even if i said that in total seriousness, i have to admit that i was weighing the whole family. so, my answer in "no" meant not the mostmostmostmost critical person in my recovery route. but of course, you played an important part too. however, in my point, mummy had given out the most most most for me, i have to admit. she took one week's leave, and while i was at home for that one week, she practically did everything for me. from feeding to cooking and even bathing. i would not say you did nothing. you were my life support at the hospital, coming so early, feeding me everything, bathing me. i did not say you did nothing, i only compared who sacrificed the most of their lives for me. and compared to mummy, you are not far behind! but i know, these are not excuses for me being so insensitive. i have to admit, sometimes i say things without thinking. & i do regret! forgive me. you know me, you know my type! i cant, and i mostly wont say those few words "I Love You" out loud! i had always felt that writing and typing it out was always easier. & i believe you had seen that dedication post. so, believe me, if i said all that, it was not meant on purpose, & once again, i apologize. Sorry. Truely.
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