HELLOS!

aiyo, see larrhs, laopo change blogskin make me oso wan change, hhas!

but WHICH ONE?! arghs, all so nice. help please? (:

1)http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=66820&action=Preview
2)http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=136730&action=Preview
3)http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=109724&action=Preview

hms, but 2) seems a bit too bright, though i REALLY love the picture! ;D
so its really down to 1) and 3) ! ahhhhs, stuck right inbetween!!
HELP!

misunderstandings sorted out, feelings vented, although, i really have to admit that there would definately be a scar left behind, like it or not. but i really hope this would be the very last time this type of things occur, i cant take it anymore.. the human world is so complicated..

GOODBYE

HELLOS!

seems like i longlong time never post pictures le right? ;D
NAH. give u all some things to look at, later say readreadread den kenna blinded . WHAHAHHA.

ooooooo, LOVE this picture ! u guys look soso happy here ! :D oie, looking at wad arhs, laugh until like that !
My Shoes ! style, much? (:
Dinner at Cafe Cartel ! CHEEZE ~

OKAYS. next time den put more pictures.

BYEBYES! :D

HELLOS!

oh god, i have NOTHING to blog about! x.x
yawns. boringboring .

ohyeahs!
my brother said a super funny thing just now! these few days, we were playing some games , like Mysteryville, the game objective is to find some things that are 'hidden' all over the screen. very fun! ;D and so the map will be very messy, to make it challenging. and when we were packing some things in my father's study room, he said ' eh. xiaomei. dun u think that papa's study looks like the mysteryville game?' LOL-ED like ?!@%$@^$@#!~ cause his study is also SUPER SUPER messy. he's a pack raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat !

hahs. okays i have nth to blog abt. actually , yes o.o

i jus realised how fragile life is. i was really shocked when i heard about it. a girl like that, so happy, so blessed, she doesnt deserve that ! why ? why ...
please be strong . i really want to see your smile.
dont hold down your head, cause i still wanna see your face .
just remember, we will ALWAYS be there for you . put your trust in us. let us love you like never before..

jiayou,

gekhwee.

goodbyes.

For The Nuffnang Competition :

Here's My Picture!

Name : Emo In Love
Description :
Captured with my Nokia 6233 camera, with Sepia effects. The doll represents a girl in love, but the love is not returned, hence the sepia effect.

http://www.digitaldreams.com.sg/

Live your Digital Dream with Canon.

okays, a slightly better thing to talk about ;



Nuffnang is holding another competition! This one is good! I really want the 3rd Prize! The Camera I LONGED FOR! ;D



okays , i jus saw the sample photographs on the link. SUPER NICE. okays now my picture seems SOOOOO mundane -.- oh why did i click on that link?! arghs. anyways, i think im gonna enter! hahs. i reallyreally want that camera! xD



okays see yah soon!



BYEBYES

HELLOS!

okays , have not been blogging for a few days, cause my comp was DOWN. aw. but my dad's getting a new laptop for us soon! ;D whahs. happy! oh yeahs !

&some off topic thing,
P. i guess members of our clique would know what that means ehs? yups, she's finally spoken up. shes asking difficult questions, asking things that , when we answered truthfully, would definately hurt her. but what were we to do? we could not tell her the truth, we could not tolerate her attitude. i mean, no normal person would pull a super black face all day, would they? yes, partly i admit , the reason comes from us. we ignored her, we left her out. but hey, couldn't she get the message? yes, we do not like her, for various reasons for various people. the problem is, she still sticks to us like super glue o.o i had wanted to tell her why all these are happening, why we were ignoring her, so that she could realise her own mistakes instead of thinking its our fault, we were unreasonably finding fault with her. but kf gently reminded that it was not fair to ask her to change cause we wanted her to. thinking again, i agreed. NO ONE HAS TO CHANGE TO PLEASE OTHERS. it was not her fault we didnt like her. everyone's different. everyone has their very own set of friends. unfortunatly, i cannot say i am one of them. i do not like her, i admit, though the reasons will be kept private. however, i assure you, they are valid reasons. with evidence. i would not accuse someone unless it is true. however, the message was brought clear, she had wanted to stay. she should have known that this would happen if she stayed. we would get more vexed, we would try harder to leave her out. and now, she asks us a very difficult question to answer. this is an YES/NO answer. 2choices. but how were we to choose? if we said YES, we do not like you, the 'friendship' would crumble. yes, i admit, i have not much feelings even if it crashed. the problem is, the seating arrangement. i shall not elaborate much, since it would be hard to picture with words. yes, that is a big obstacle. i would not let my friend suffer . yet i can do nothing. yes, i am selfish. if i really wanted to help, there would be plenty of ways. but in order to help her, i have to sacrifice myself. i am not god, so i had chosen to do nothing. for that, i am truely sorry. on the other hand, if we said NO, we dont hate you, what would happen? in my point, she would carry thing glimmer of hope till the end of secondary school life, and i would think that is leading her on. i do not agree with this. but to do the opposite, it would hurt her. most people would choose the NO answer, to put a rest to this issue, to spare her to agony . but, at this point of time, i really have no answer to this question. im sure we would find an answer in the end, but whichever it is, i really hope she can move on even though we had hurt her . and for that, i apologized for leading her on from the start. we had not liked her from the start. but like now, she asked a very difficult question. and OH YES.THE LOOK IN HER EYES! ohgod. 'innocient' . anyways, i hope this issue wont affect us for too long!

BYEBYES.

[omg. now then i realised wad a long post this was. o.o]

HELLOS!

okays, today is about WINNING RELATIONSHIPS!
i dun wanna say much , jus this :
Coaches SABRINA + MADELINE rocks my life.
Sabrina is so super damn cool. so many life experiences, so many lessons to learn, really learnt alot from her. (: was so gandong when she said she worked super hard to finally get the job that she really loves with all her heart : Coaching students to become a better person, mentally. ;D & she said that she wanna be CEO of the academy! :D JIAYOU! i really know u can do it!
Madeline ; erms. chio lo ;D some guy from 3/7 asked for her number i think. hahs. actually she didnt do much for this workshop, jus gave out notes and helped Sabrina. but i think shes gonna be a real good coach in future!

& close to the end of the workshop, the coaches asked us to write good things about our friends, and each other. i wrote alot! ;D &yep, those are my true words and feelings. & really really happy that most of my friends said i was cheerful and caring . hahs. & some say i talk crap o.o. hahs. ohwell, at least i made u guys laugh ehs? really meaningful activity. thankyou to the workshop, as i can finally treasure my friends like i never did before.
my vow:


hahs, trust me now? ;D
& i must say this again :


BYEBYES! ILY!

[i cut my hair again!!]

HELLOS!

im gonna blog about lots and lots of things! so the next post i can finally blog abt the day's events. seems as if im blogging about things that are outdated huh? lols. and somemore kenna 'scolded' [ okays i admit. i use scolded cause i forgot the english word for 'xian'] lols.
bear with me for ANOTHER ONE POST ok ;DD

NATIONAL DAY[9/8/08]
whahhas. do nth -.- . okays larhs. got go papa's friend house at night. hahs. arrived like..... 7pm. so late. lols. we usually 5.30 or 6 arrive lerhs. that day...... dunnoe why late lehs. somemore they live so really close with us! jus beside Lot1. LOL.
& i really laugh likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. lols. i kept got leng diao by POH AH KEONG[papa friend]. lols. yups. that his real name. & my mum so bad lah. keep laughing at his name. LOL. den he said once somebody saw his name wrongly and called him Poh Ah Kong! lols. ahgong. xDD & he very funny de lahs. every time i caught him saying something wrongly, like is strawberry, but he say 'cherry' . den i repeat ' CHERRY?' den he faster say ' oh u all cck here is call strawberry? we at bukit pangjang say cherry de. ' totally DOTS. O.O seriously have no reply to that. lols.
but he taught me something! what does FAMILY stand for? [ps, i guessed it correctly ok!]


awwwwwwwwww. how super sweet is that?
went home earlier, cause my jie tomorrow wan me pei her go JAM autograph session. lols.
BYEBYE !

JAM autograph session ;
woke up super damn early. but its all right lerhs. S.H.E i woke up at 4.30. 5Am leave hse. lols. hers is 7.30 reach. lols. nth much to say for this, was actually a little pissed about something, but ahh, its over. saw JAM. okays, i have to admit. i love his 'Prince's New Clothes'! hahs. &i like his hair! much much better than when he shot the photo shoot for his album. lols. & screamed like crazy when the people came out to distribute some plagues. they super unreasonable la! anyhow throw de. -.- later kenna the rain super digusting cans.? i tried so super hard to get one for my sis, but the F***ing ppl who jus sqeezed in by the side[front part] snatched so f***ing many lah. S.H.E fans are not as babarian!!!!!!!! ANGRY! . lols. anyways, my jie 'earned' some prizes for answering a qn, and got FOUR tickets to the following JAM thing. lols. but i didnt go. in the end i went to bugis to find my bag! hahs. cause i super tired lerhs. den wan go home. intheend, spent like 1h walking all over bugis street alone, finally saw a bag that i liked + the price was reasonable! ;D but hor, walking alone in that place is so super scary ><><.. i saw some guy making a tattoo, but hear the sound zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz scare me till i dun even dare walk past. den like i scared some people will suddenly jump out and blahblah; jus some stupid thoughts. lols. but i really like my bag! ;D hahs. mrt-ed home soon after buying. worried me so super much! my phone battery died out on me. & my papa cannot contact me. den i quickly send a quick msg telling them my phone's dead, when i'll be home & all. lols. den i didnt want to go home without buying the bag marhs. if not like wasted trip ehs. lols. so jus grabbed some bag and sped home. & night went for dinner with my popo and auntie (:
& go SLEEP! sweet dreams~

MONDAY ;
go watch Money No Enough 2! lols. whole family ehs!! the last one had been in.....................? o.o i cant remember. cause my papa is very weak. see too long at the screen will eyes cannot take it de. so we mostly go with our friends. but this time my papa came with us! ;D happy!! lols. den we go buy a whole lot of snacks to smuggle in xD hahs. in the end nvr eat much. lols. & OH YES! theres this ONE incident. i bought Nachos Set. [ nachos + drink] . den we waited until the cinema let us in. we sat down at a bench, me and my brother. so theres like only one seat left. den a girl came over and sat down. den she patted the seat, asking her 'FATTY' brother to come over and sit. in the end? no space larhs. den i no choice have to move my butt. one move, the drink placed beside me spilled. EVERY DROP. den we sibeh tulan de walk away and buy another drink. i mean , its okays lah. accident marhs. the point IS. [ the stupid brother and sister faster run away lah!! didnt even say SORRY. fck sia. ] even my mother tulan ehs. but my brother told me the sister did scold her brother saying [ ehs u noe no space le den still sit down] but. its weird. look, i saw this with my own eyes [den she patted the seat] so whose fault is it? o.o whatever.
THEMOVIE ;
wahs. super nice. at first it was super funny, den slowly change to troubles and the finale. the effects - FANTASTIC. hahs. really nice. i dun wanna be a spoiler, but i really gotta say this scene.
so super freaking moved!! cried likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee T.T till my jacket damp lahs. seriously seriously gandong! mus watch! even my mother and sister cried! they dont cry at cinemas! MUST WATCH!!!!!!!! and cry buckets..

okays. thats all for now!

PS. CONGRATS TO SINGAPORE TABLETENNIS TEAM SMASHING YOUR WAY TO THE FINALS! JIAYOU!!

BYEBYES!

HELLOS!

okays today is bout NDP! ;D

NDP ;
remember the time when LBL told me i gotta get a flag, blahblah?
yups. its this! lols. actually seriously felt like going ONCE. and thats it. lols. but then i discovered priscilla also captain of net ball, and MO XIAO FEI of basketball. hahs. so cheered up - alittle. anyways, we had to wait for AGES AND AGES . we came after the NDParade. so they practised super lots. i have to admit ; damn nice. as in, they really put in alot of hard work. TWO THUMBS UP! ;D cant really remember much, jus playing hei bai pei (nan shen nv shen pei!) till now i oso dunnoe why the game is played like this. oh well, at least its FUN ;D and yeah, played volleyball ;DD
most memorable : Third and Final Rehearsal.
this one is with CHOIR! we were playing volleyball, den suddenly the choir people came out for their part. hahs. super loved the songs they sang!
"Where I Belong"
"Reach Up For The Skies" + some songs i forgot xD den seriously, these songs are legend. xD lots and lots of people know how to sing it! even the dance steps! hahs. and oh yeah! i saw gabriel singing and dancing to the tune a few times ! hhas. super funny. he was playing volleyball den suddenly dancedance. den faster go jie the ball again xD. (okays, im so being 'bu shou zhuang shou!' lols.)
well, suddenly we hyper den go dance with the choir. LOL.

okays im gonna end this post abruptly, so imagine everything yourself! ;D

BYEBYES

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

wows . how long i never blog lurhs arhs? hhas. anyways, jus testing out the new desktop. super shiok. no lagging. xD hahs. okays anyways, so i guess i have to give u guys a total update on my life hehs?

RACIAL HARMONY DAY (now thats really really long ago. -.-)
well, wad can i say? we really practiced till siao (: compared to other classes, i really think we did a GREAT. no FANTASTIC job. hahs. hey! at least, we really tried our best! in my point, thats the most priceless thing ever.
the dance steps were hms. not easy, not difficult . middlemiddle barhs. really enjoyed myself. i had just one thought in my mind - be done with it. and be done with it good. i heck cared about everything, and danced like i never danced before. the feeling was faboulous. ;D
okays, so we didnt win anything. to me, we gained far more than simply prizes. we finally felt a hint of class bonding. i could tell, we were SMILING all the way though the performance. we really felt some kind of bond holding us together. and yeah, some people felt that a class 'copied' our dance routine. including me. AND they won. now how ironic is that? at the first rehearsal , thay really came up with NOTHING. zlich. and now, WINNING SOMETHING THAT BELONGS TO SOMEONE ELSE? yups, its THEIR routine. but oh whatever. its long gone. (:
but it really broke my heart to see chloe so disappointed. i guess she really had expectations of us ehs. (: anyways, she quickly cheered up . so thats good ;D

after the whole performance, we [ lishan, feiyang, kellyn, me] went home together, fy went to get his dog, but she was shaking like !$!% CA~! lols. guess she really was frightened. so he jus took his bike and cycled over to kellyn's house, den played badminton, hahs. super fun. and later STILL didnt wanna go home , den watched PLAY 'concert' dvd, high like hell ;D S.H.E is super loved(: went home and ORH ORH.

TESTTESTTEST.

oh yeahs! VOLLEYBALL!
ever since we started playing volleyball in PE, i really really fell head over heels in love with the sport. SUPER LOTS.
u know how we play a variety of sports when in school? well, i always thought that i played for the grade. like in primary school, i played some volleyball, cause PE requires us to play it. i didnt think of it as a fantastic sport. hhas. dumb me. in secondary school, played it again. DIFFERENT FEELING. maybe thats how people grow and mature? (: glad i really had a chance to play it again. love it like !#@%#@ #! super funnnn.
kept running around the school looking for volleyball to play after school, hhas. we SAID it was for the upcoming competition, but it was really us wanting to play, hahs. and anyways, i realised that when u seriously love a sport, no matter how much sweat u have, how tired u are, how painful the marks may be, it didnt matter. not to me! i couldnt feel any painful marks ever.
KELLYN! u buy le volleyball i comfirm keep go ur hse xD dun blame me!! blame the sport! ;D

okays. i shall randomly rant about some people, as i forgot wad happened next. remember le den update again (:

TWO issues.
FIRST. there's this girl in our class, she claimed that her sister was FAB. high scores and all. our maths teacher did mention it to us. i shall not deny that her sister is pro. the problem is. she actually claimed that her grades were slipping, her parents 'worried' , and she requested TO OUR TEACHER that she wanted to change seats with a 'good grade' person, which is my friend. the problem? my friend hates her. -.- erms. who doesnt ? and anyways, the reasons i really think this is unreasonable :
1) she doesnt want to help herself. she doesnt concentrate in class, read books, talk crap. AND now she tells us she wants a change of seats . the problem started with HER! why does she need to drag other people down? u wanna have that kind of attitude in class, FACE THE CONSEQUENCES.
2) she went straight to our teacher. dumb ass. any normal person would talk to the opposing party FIRST, get things talked out, and if BOTH parties agree, den request to the teacher. in this case? WITHOUT getting my friend's permission, she told the teacher. THAT WOULD MEAN that the case was in the teacher's hands! to people like us, the teacher's desicion is final. and that would mean my friend going over to sit with a person she hates -.- ultimately unfair.

so? i really hate people like her. and i know i wont have to say much and 3/8 ppl will know who she is.

[okays im really tired le. next time den write somemore(:]

BYEBYES! jiayous.