hey there everyone, if you got my MERRY CHRISTMAS tag, dont be alarmed of the word behind it. (didnt managed to tag lilian, where's your tagboard?)






i just went to each tagboard, and typed whatever came to my mind. ;D

dont worry, if i said you were some animal or something, it was pure RANDOM-NESS. (:

taggies replys ;

KOOFANG ;yah lurhs, me too... ;( &iwill(: ILY much much too ;D

JIANFU ; whhahahahha, i wont tell you, but its NOT what you guessed ;D

SIHUI ; whahahas, quick, thank me! ;D

LAOPO ; whahas, i noe(: emo sometimes nevermind de bahs?(: hey wait, ALL MY CANDYCANES ARE WITH ME LIAOS! MUAAHHAHAHA you have nothing to threaten me with! ;D

currently trying to find some nice white dresses to go for my cousin's wedding! any shop recomendations?? :D

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I FEEL LIKE GOING TO KBOX. &FAREAST & SAKAE &BUGIS &SHENGSIONG
lols, now thats super rannnnndom! nothing to blog about!!

now i understand.
okays, firstly, i would really like to apologize to you, cause if i really did say that, i am insensitive, and i hurt your feelings. but i would like to clarify that whatever i did, i did not do it intentionally. no matter was it joking, or said on the heat, it was not serious. never was, and never will be. i did not remember me saying that, so i cannot say what feelings or attitude i was having at that time. But believe me, even if i said that in total seriousness, i have to admit that i was weighing the whole family. so, my answer in "no" meant not the mostmostmostmost critical person in my recovery route. but of course, you played an important part too. however, in my point, mummy had given out the most most most for me, i have to admit. she took one week's leave, and while i was at home for that one week, she practically did everything for me. from feeding to cooking and even bathing. i would not say you did nothing. you were my life support at the hospital, coming so early, feeding me everything, bathing me. i did not say you did nothing, i only compared who sacrificed the most of their lives for me. and compared to mummy, you are not far behind! but i know, these are not excuses for me being so insensitive. i have to admit, sometimes i say things without thinking. & i do regret! forgive me.

you know me, you know my type! i cant, and i mostly wont say those few words "I Love You" out loud! i had always felt that writing and typing it out was always easier. & i believe you had seen that dedication post. so, believe me, if i said all that, it was not meant on purpose, & once again, i apologize.

muhahaha, im seriously frigging bored. twice as bored! cause my dear jiejie left me at home alone, wahhhs! :(

anyways, i cant believe im saying this, but i've officially SURFED OUT!
i've been to alot of websites to cure my incureable bored-ness, and i suddenly discovered, I HAVE NO PASSION FOR THE INTERNET ANYMORE! nothing to do -.-

&suddenly, i smelt my rotting blog, so came over and update awhile! :D muahhaha, gekgek & fangfang tagged me quiz lehs! (okays la, fangfang no tag, but i wanna do her quiz de first part! looks like fun lehs! see how well i noe my keyboard! :D) i will do them allll! xD & reply tags!

KOOFANG:
Type your name with the following :
1. FINGERS: Ang Siu Min
2. CHIN : n xsm kkj n (wow i never knew my chin was that big :X)
3. ONE FINGER, EYES CLOSED :ang siu mon (LOL new name! :D)
4. ELBOW : qhgtswijumkin (i have big bones! o.o)
5. NOSE : (i cant bend!)
6. PLAM : ang siu min muaahhahahaha.

heys its really fun! xD

muhaha, now.....

GEKGEK:
1. the person who tagged me:SEEGEKHWEE
2. your relationship with him/her is:ENEMIES! muhahaha
3. your five impression of him/her:1)Math freak [heys thats a compliment!]2)Ka-la-ok siao! :D 3)JIANFU! 4)durian-like! if u dun get it, THINK!(: 5)she lives so close to me! :D
4. the most memorable thing he/she has done for you: Singing with me till zhao xiah! snatching my laopo!
5. the most memorable thing that he/she has said to you: i cant really remember, but it should be something like "You're really a good person."
6. if he/she becomes your lover, you will: go KBOX with her everysingle day, whahah!
7. if he/she becomes your lover, he/she will:go lesbian. :D
8. if he/she becomes your enemy, you will:we already are enemies!:D
9. if he/she becomes your enemy, the reason would be:we're fighting for KELLYNHO! :D
10. the most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:see her & GO KBOX!
11. your overall impression of him/her is:hey, didnt i answer this question before!? see Q3!! D: , erms, but OVERALL, shes cute! :D
12. how you think people around you will feel about you? ask them! :D
13. the characteristics you love of yoursef are: 1) im optismitic 2) im unafraid to speak out 3) i have great friends(: 4) im true to myself 5) i treasure everyone around me 6) im BHB! :D lols,
14. on the contary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are: 1) im short muhahaha, problem solved! 2) im frigging underweight 3) my super weak body 4) malnorished brain 5) always bringing trouble to my family
15. the most ideal person you wanna be is:me, enriched version! :D
16. for people whom care for and like you, say something to them:a simple thankyou would do it, i believe? (:
17. pass this quiz to 10 persons you wish to know how they feel about you:
i shall try not to re tag people who have been tagged, to my knowledge. (:
1. JASMINE JIEE
2.JOESLYN MEII
3. RHONDA MEII
4. CAILING MEII
5. PRISCILLA
6.ANGSIUYIN JIEJIE
7. XP JIEJIE
8. HM KORKOR
9. KOOFANG
10. SHUMSIHUI

18. who is no. 1 having relationship with? (JASMINE) hmms, currentlysingle(:
19. is no.9 a male or a female? (KOOFANG) she goes to the PINK toilet instead of the BLUE(:
20. if no.7 and 10 are tgt, would it be a good thing? (XPJIEJIE & SSH) i would say no, im not in favour of LESBOS!
21. what is no.2 studying about? (JOESLYN) er, things a secondary 3 would study about?(:
22. when is the last time you had a chat with no.3? (RHONDA) she tagged me, & i replied her!
23. what kind of music band does no.8 like? (HMKORKOR) er, american idol?? no idea.
24. would you woo no.3? (RHONDA) SHES TAKEN!
25. how about no.7? (XPJIEJIE) why this quiz like to matchmake lesbian couples so much?! o.o
26. is no.4 single? (CAILING) i think so..
27. what is the surname of no.5? (PRISCILLA) PRISCILLALAUSHIMIN! :D
28. what's the hobby for no.4? (CAILING) surfing net and watching jap shows(:
29. does no.5 and no.9 get along well? (PRISCILLA&KOOFANG) SURE! i suspect they even have *SOMETHING* going on! :D
30. where is no.2 studying at? (JOESLYN) FAJAR SEC
31. say something casual about no.1 (JASMINE) CHIO BU LA!
32. have you tried developing feelings for no.8? (HMKORKOR) nopes, WE'RE A FAMILY!
33. where does no.9 live? (KOOFANG) SG, CCK , near lot 1(:
34. what colour does no.3 like? (RHONDA) no idea, but im guessing black/white?
35. are no.5 and no.1 best friend? (PRISCILLA&JASMINE) im sorry, they are strangers(:
36. does no.1 have any pets? (JASMINE) nopes,
37. is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? (XPJIEJIE) one of 'em! :D
38. what is no.10 doing now? (SHUMSIHUI) no idea, but i think she would be feeling bored? :D

yays im done! :D
now it's YOUR TURN!

i once saw this some where on the net, &i think it's really meaningful, so i wanted to share(:

if i had three wishes, i wouldnt wish for the moon, the stars or the sun. i would wish for 8days a week, 13months in a year and 36hours in a day, so as to spend more time with you.

nice?? :D

okays, BYEBYES!

muahahahhaha! im back! :D

guess what? MY SCAR IS HEALING! and no pain anymore! :D

hhas, and to share a 'method' my cousin (&NO, i dont mean THOSE) taught me to gain weight! xD i seriously need it -.- before op, i was 41kg. yesterday i weigh, FREAKING 38kg! & i thought i ate alot ! o.o confirm kenna accused by my doctor never eat! rawr. anyways, she taught me :

sleep all day. wake up at 12MIDNIGHT. eat lots and lots of FRIED NUGGETS. drink 1 can of coke. go back to sleep IMMEDIATELY. repeat cycle.

whahhas. haven try yet, my mummy say cannot eat nuggets . T.T

muahahha, and my cousin told my mum to let me go get tattoo at 16! muahahha. but i scared lehs! xD nevermind, there's always the kiddy use sponge and water type! :D

now, im gonna try not to lie down or sit for too long, instead, i STAND! and WALK. practice more, so next time go out wont giddy(:

okays, i have nth to blog abt lehs, BYEBYES(:

ohmygod!!!! my comp is lagging like ABCDEFGH now!!! makes me sooooo angry!
cause i cant go to any webpages! actually, i can, after a freaking 10mins each!
and now, im stuck blogging -.-
actually, i wont mind! but lying down typing sucks. BIGTIME.
esp i have to type so slowly!! letter by letter!
YET!
i need to rant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okays im starting liao ah!

wait, i need to sit up first!!
*done

FIRST! im so damn angry with ME!
i had a dressing date on the 14th, well, it would be the very first day i went out after discharge.. and boy, was it TERRIFYING! before leaving, well,, i ate very little :( and yeaps, once i reached the polyclinic, i was on the verge of fainting. O.= i kept leaning on my sis, if not i confirm faint liao. totally shocked o.o cause i was walking around at home damn fine! well, anyways, i got through the dressing fine lahs, though my dad kept running up and down! cause he also had a appointment on level 3, sorry!! :(

went for lunch @ BPP, and walked just a bit for my brother's birthday(: bought him something he would never guess! whahahahs, HAPPYBIRTHDAYKOR! (inadvance)

& went back home quickquick.

NOW. can anyone help me PLEASE! i need to eat more, but i always seems to have no weikou! HOW! i super scared sia.. my blood level is low.. i need blood... HEY WAIT! i just remembered! my blood type is AB+! whhahs! finally i know my blood type lahhhs! when i was born my mum forgot to ask the nurse, just like my brothers and sisters. NOW, ONLY I KNOW MY BLOOD TYPE! whhhas. they dunnoe lehs! :P erms, back to topic(:
I NEED BLOOD! how?? i need to think of some ways to let me eat moremore!! :(

NEXT! oooooooookays, so maybe having THAT MUCH cousins isnt such a good thing o.o
15th - Brother's advanced 21th birthday bash :D
well, invited BOTH my dad and mum's family.
one word.


CHAOTIC.


hey, im serious! i shall skip all the fun things, cause i just wanna RANT&RANT&RANT about my COUSINS!
seriously, fcuk them man!

WHERE ARE YOUR MANNERS?! you think im over-reacting? THINK AGAIN! i can name a million things they did wrong!

1)Upon reaching, they grabbed anything they took to fancy, and misplaced them a minute later.
HELLO! i dont remember them calling us! THAT IS THE BASIC RESPECT! and hey, i wont accept a simple 'HARLOW' okays! I EXPECT YOU TO CALL US LIKE ALL GOOD CHINESE KIDS WOULD CALL THEIR E-L-D-E-R-S! respect is on the top of the list of GOOD MANNNERS!

2)They went into my brother's room without PREMISSION!
i wont really say this is the limit, cause, after all, i think my brother left his door open. but hey, the next thing really blew my limit.

3)(im gonna combine most of the things together.) They played music from their/their parent's handphone like it was THE END OF THE WORLD. They fcking opened my brother's cupboards and literally RANSACKED everything. They took out our playstation games folder, and took them out one by one, and i expect some discs to be already scratched and spoiled, fckers.
first thing first, WHERE DO YOU THINK YOU ARE!? GEYLANG AH! u wan play those fcking noisy music, GO ELSEWHERE!
next, i have nth much more to say. just this. "You better keep all your favourite 'pokemon' and 'digimon' discs properly next time when i go to YOUR HOUSE.
FCK YOU LA! they better pray hard those games they took are not MY FAVOURITES!
although they DID ask for permission to 'borrow' some games, here comes the problem.
Did they say HOWMANY they took? NO
Did they ask if they CAN borrow CERTAIN games? NO

so how can we get them back if we dont know how many they took? they can say they took only ONE for goodness sake! (believe me, they WOULD if they COULD.)
the worst thing is... when the boys gave the discs to their mother, SHE DID NOT EVEN COME FORTH TO VERIFY IT! so what does this mean? "Like Mother, Like Son." -.- HELLO. you are an ADULT! are you THAT ignorant? you really need some lessons on teaching your kids man! whats the use of having so many kids when you dont even TEACH them anything?

and the second son is the fcking limit. damn it, i wish someone would REALLY beat him up REAL good, and FINALLY teach him not to be so guailan mans.
when my brother went into his room, he said this "WAH. So messy ah?" the 2ndson replied, (I HEARD EVERYTHING CLEARLY DUMBASS) "Later we keep LAH......"

ANGRY.

eh OF COURSE YOU MUST KEEP LA! u think wad? we ur maid ah? i felt like SMACKING him when i heard it man. SO WHAT IF YOU GOT WHAT? 2nd OF WHATEVER! go ace my AMATHS test, dude! im serious, i really will slap him silly the next chance i have. I can say im doing it for 'HIS OWN GOOD' like own elders like to say.

the next time I have any events, BET ON IT THAT THEY WILL NOT SHOW UP.
ever heard of the term, Once Bitten, Twice Shy?
hell, i bet they wont even get the meaning of it.

*but to be fair, the eldest brother was not too bad actually.

phew. finally spit it all out. feels soooooo good. wonder why im not afraid to blog about this? cause i dont even care anymore. everyword is the truth! ask someone. ANYONE!
but hey, seriously, i dont even give a damn.

you think im vulgar? that 'scholar' boy scolded 'fuck' once. & he's only what?primary 3 or 4? yeah, how good to be able to get a ONLY a SECOND at that level.

ENOUGH! stop ranting. & I AM NOT BEING HARSH! im being kind. :D

HELLOS!!!!!!!!

dear everyone, once again, THANKYOU class 3e8'08 for the beautiful card, and DONT THINK I DIDNT SEE, MAL AND YELICIA FROM 3/7! i saw your cards too(:

really appriciate all those little thoughts, and it really brightened up my day so much everytime i see it(: ILAOY! er, that means ILoveAllOfYou! hhahs! seems weird ah, sounds abit like LAOYAO o.o omg. so random!

well, TRIBUTES!

i really wanna say thanks soso much to SCHOLOSIS.
hhas, seems weird isnt it? thanking the very illness that made me go for an operation, and causing me pain and stuffs.. BUT if not for this illness, i really would have no idea that i was truely loved by so many people...

first, MY MOTHER.
seriously, i really think that my mum is the best mum on earth anyone can find! well, she did everything she could for me.. before op, worrying about me so much she cant even sleep well at night... and was worried for me, accompanied me to the Op room.. and during the op itself, waited a FREAKING 8HOURS for me. after op, came everyday to the hospital, visit me, talking to me.. i felt super blessed, i swear! went home, everyday look after me 24/7, made me soups, talked to me.. thought that everytime she said that she loves me by keeping me in her heart, it was just words. HOW WRONG I WAS. im sorry for everything that i did(made you angry) and everything i didnt(care more about you) to you.. i promise, i'll be a better daughter, like how u were my best mum(: ILY MUMMY!

second, MY SISTER.
what can i say? i've hated her at times, i've loved her too. its natural to have mixed feelings(: but hey, at least none of those quarrels were serious(: how can someone truely hate others? its just a phrase. deep down, all of us know that all these were just words spoken angrily! but my point here is, ILOVEMYSISTER(: she's just a 10mths generation gap away from me, and that is oh so cool! she knows what i love and hate, and that makes it so convient when buying food for me in hospital! erms, of course that is not the MAIN POINT! xD although its really good to have some food u seriously love! xD anyways, i REALLY REALLY REALLY wanna thank her sososo much for spending so much time with me in the hospital, keeping me company. she came as early as 8am! cause i said i was bored and a little scared alone! hey, those nights were terrible! I JUST CANT FALL ASLEEP! and when she came, i felt so secure, i fell asleep! LOL. anyways, i really wanna thank her so much for keeping me company, by JUST BEING THERE FOR ME. i promise to stop saying that SHOW and JAM wont ever look at you, wont ever talk to you :D i'll love you more! :D ILY JIEJIE!

third, MY FATHER.
i have truely felt the love that my father kept in his heart all these years(: over the years, it got snowballed, and suddenly,POOFH! out comes everything! i felt his love for me..... so much. :D i've finally understood what my father means by saying 'He Loves Me' ILY TOO PAPA!

fourth, MY BROTHER.
hahs! seriously, what can i say? he loves me! xD men sooooooooooo needs lessons on "how to tell someone i love her!" hhas, he did nothing much. he was being him, and being there for me in those little times of need(: ILY KORKOR!

&ohyes, also a bigbig THANKYOU to all my relatives and espcially to my cousins, ILOVEALLOFYOUTOOOOOOOOOO! :D

okays im tired le.. nid go sleep ><
next up ; FRIENDS!

ciao!

I AM BACK!

我回来了！！！！！！！！！！

dear everyone, i really really wanna tell ALL of you,
THANKYOU!
谢谢！
ありがとう (erms, i dunnoe if it's the right one, though xD)
anyways, ARIGATO GOZAIMAZ! ;D

im well on the road to recovery(:
but my mummy refuses to let me eat anything much! ;(
no chips, no chocolate, no (much) cookies..

TOTAL DEPRESSION! lols, actually my mum said those can wait till i recover(:

anyways, i just really wanna say thanks sooooo much to everyone, I LOVE ALL OF YOU! :D

dun worry, im still gonna be that cute and fun loving girl u guys knew, AND WILL ALWAYS BE!
no matter what(:

just wanna say thanks so much again! :D

*post more next time(:

byes!

Posting on behalf of my sister again. I scared if i didnt post she will scold me! hahas.
Anyway, she is fine after the operation, though a little weak but alert. So to all her friends, dont worry! She's a brave girl. :D

Now, she can only have clear feed, which means she can only have soup, apple juice and plain water. Due to the day before operation, she have chips. Resulting in her having 喉咙痛, if i knew earlier, i would not have buy that bag of chips!

She now have 4 teddy bears! But still she want her that smelly bear that has been with her since year 2000! Today, her friends came to visit. Heard that it was her IT friends!

Going to visit her again today. (: