so tired! been thinking so much these days, i really think, I NEEDA LOVE BABY!

haha! damn random, i know. i really feel that i need love, as in, BOYLOVE. HAHAHAHA!

yes, i know, so buayhiaobai! so weird and ironic! i havent been wanting it all through my four years, and now, LAST YEAR O LEVELS, suddenly have this feel, makes me excited! LOL :D

but so many people with relationships end up; not quite as they expected, and well, it obviously hurts. i dont wanna jump into a r/s, and get myself hurt and unhappy.

but it made me think too... there are also couples which blossoms into happiness! its confusing.

but come to think of it, i really wish for a shoulder to cry on when im feeling sad, a heart to share my happiness with, it sometimes really made me think that that would make my life, like, finally complete?

&then, there is the thing of finding the right who. i've crushed on many people many times, but most of them , or should i say, are infuations. its never really my true real feelings in the end. this makes me wonder, when will i finally see my Mr Right? how would i know?

i really hope for someone to love me for me, and cares for me, as much as i do for him.

i need a boyfriend! :O

this is all your fault KellynHo! :D