yays! finally have a teeny-weeny bit of time to blog a little! :D

i've been so busy these few days, i've hardly had time to get some rest and catch up on stuffs, sometimes school times really tire people out. SO TIRED. i've been getting irregular sleeptime these days, MY BLACKBLACK PANDA EYES! :( + my contacts, super dark :( ihateit...

&now, must study for tomorrow's test, i didnt go for the november extra lessons, and im seriously lagging behind.


im really really hoping for a 10pointer this year! then, at least i can choose any course i want!

like the lecturer at Ngee Ann Poly said
" Get good grades first, then you can choose." "If you get good grades, YOU choose the course; if not, the course choose YOU!"

so true.

so many courses, so difficult to choose. my dad said " I tell you la, you wont be able to get a course you like de la" i dont know what that meant, but it feels like we're studying for..... the sake of studying, there's no joy and fun in learning anymore. it just feels like a part of life. a pace everyone must go through.

sometimes, i think i've ruined my life. i choose the wrong path. but it's the one i chose! i must go on. perhaps, one day i will look back, and say, "I took the right path."

haha! am i making sense? Olevels are coming, so soon, so fast. no time, no energy.

stressed up, but yet, must turn the stress into energy, to keep going on. but, for me, i just dont understand, why must time pass by so easily, so quickly? if only, we could all stop time, give everyone more time. TIME, may help to make more right decisions, think more carefully.

im drifting furthur and furthur away!! ha! enough.
maybe this will be enough for everyone to think back, and think about what happened, and possibly, regret things, cherish things, forgive people, and make everything allright once more.