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17 April 2009
April 17, 2009
Ms Soh just told us that the PTC this year is different! o.oThere will be three different people different students have to see. Mainly ; VP - Mrs Suppiah HOD - I dk which. Form Teacher - Ms Soh gawd! o.o i'll rather face ms soh laaahs. at least she knows us alr, can talk better.. & of course, Im upset over my MYE results. although, i have to admit, i didnt really study like hell. i was actually almost on the verge of giving up at some papers. But, the MYE this year is really terrible. Early April! gawd. & now i dk what reason i can give cause i've not done well. If i say i no time study, they confirm say they alr give 1week holiday to study le. but, what can we achieve much in this 1week? nothing much. But, i cant blame the school for what's my fault. I DIDNT STUDY HARD, i must admit. My mind was actually more of Prelims. Now that MYE's over, i've promised myself that i must work super hard for prelims. But im afraid that i wont be able to focus for that either! gawd. I'm writing words of encouragement everyday on Post-Its, Hope It Helps! (: I MUST HAVE DISCIPLINE. I MUST CONTROL MYSELF. I MUST KNOW MY PIORITIES! Must. Study. Hard. Cannot. Slack. GO NOW. :D I promise myself that i will study hard for at least 3hours daily! :D promisepromise!! Fly, Fly Towards My Dreams Of The Future.
& guess what? I've just realised i've failed all my teachers. They've worked hard to teach us, yet i cant even get a simple pass. Especially Mdm Ng. I've promised her before, (i think) that i will get As for both maths. But i've failed. I felt damn sad that day, when she spoke to me a little. She asked me " Siumin, what can I do to help you pass your maths?" in total seriousness & sincerity. i was stunned. at that point, i've realised how high the hopes of my teachers had of us. They believed that we could do it. So why not? Now, I'm going to make a promise. A true promise. I promise, to all my teachers, that i will try very hard to achieve better results. For my parents, my family, my teachers, & most importantly, for myself. |
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