You' know, i was just surfing through blogs, and i had such a great admiration for people who just seriously blogged our whatever they wanna say.

Yet, me? coward. i'm so afraid of how people look at me, how they read my blog. & yeah, im afraid of letting some people know my true feelings. & its sad & pathetic, i tell you.

imagine having to type everything out, and even having to read it a second time just so you know you wont offend people. (try to) so what's the point of having a blog then? its useless already.

but fret not, i wont delete it. so many memories, good and bad.

from now on, i will try to blog seriously whatever i want to say, and forget about everything else.