This is the first time i actually cried while watching 1 litre of tears recently.

today, i saw how Hiroki was ashamed about his sister, Aya's illness. and how Ako scolded him off for that.

i cried.

i could really relate to Aya. sometimes, i really had those feelings that people were looking at me differently, telling me not to do things, afraid that things would happen to me. especially when i had that brace. Now, i've had my operation, people are also telling me not to do things too, cause they feared. i know, it's for my own good. but, i just want to feel like myself. Everytime people worry about me, i feel that im different already. feels like im no longer who i was. it really feels sad, like a part of you cant do anything anymore. I know, its only temporary. but somehow, i just feel so different.

So, really, treat me like i was before. I am still that same old girl.

& i told myself not to cry while watching 1 Litre Of Tears. for the eariler episodes, i controlled myself. for this, i cant. It was really sad.

Try watching it, and treasure everyone else around you more.