I have this sudden realization. I do believe that i have transformed into a much better person!

My character, emotions and thoughts are all suddenly grown up(if i may say so myself!).
Haha, i'm happy like this!

My character changed little by little, influenced by everyone around me, changing to try and suit everyone.

My emotions have matured and grown tame. I can control my emotions better now! I can think about what im feeling now, why im feeling this way, SHOULD i be feeling this way? What will happen if this feeling continues? Etc. It really makes me feel silly, having even trying to think that way. But on the positive side, at least i dont make silly and useless mistakes!

My thoughts are all so....... different from others, including the old me! I like it like this!

I'm really really happy with myself like this; i understand myself, i try to understand others. I want to know everyone else around me! I attempt understand them.

I'm happy, because i know, and understand, now that i've made this descision, the possibilty of a better outcome surfaces! Rather than a ugly and unhappy one.. urgh.

I've made many mistakes. But i will try to rectify them. I will consider all my choices one by one now. Because what descisions we make now can greatly affect our future. Even the littlest choices!

Yes, i am happy now! Cant you tell? (:





*yay im keeping my promise of a HAPPYBLOG! :D