DAMN FUCKING PISSED OFF.

STUPID ABCDEFG auntie.

What right do you have to say that of me?
So what if you're daughter is like that to you?
Was I like that to my mum?

Did you even know what happened?

Did you understand the situation i was in? No.
Did you realise how big of a stupid impact it made on me? No.
Did you know I almost cried out loud cause of your stupid words? NO, bitch, no.

So what if your daughter made you mad?

Is it of my concern? NO.
Honestly, do i even KNOW you?
So, what right......... WHAT RIGHT did you have to say that of me?

None.

So from now on, I shall never, EVER, I SWEAR, buy ANYTHING from you. I wont give a damn about you. Invisibility.

So what you say I'm xiaoqi? That's how I am.
And you have no idea how much of a big impact it made on me. Really, those feelings at that time, it hurt so much.

The doubtful feelings of my mum losing trust in me.... pain. Like a knife through your heart.

The hurtful feelings slowly turned to hatred. Why should i even get bothered about this type of people??

The point is, she brought my mum in. Hate people assuming they know everything and anything in the world. Like they're what? Gods?

YOU DON'T OWN THE WORLD. GET OVER IT.

Saying all of these out, it makes me feel better. But still. I shall never forgive that person for talking without thinking. Bitch for life.

You're like a worm on the floor, and I can smash you for a million times.
Yes, that's how much I hate her.


Were you even ever being abused mentally in front of your own mother?
Damn, it feels like there were no trust on Earth anymore, if you couldn't even trust the person who gave birth to you fully.

*I kept looking towards her position, hoping to catch a glance of my mum. I didnt get to see her. I cried softly on the bus. Damn, emotional...