O Levels on monday, the nerves are not getting to me..... yet! :(
howhowhow? i must be freaked out!! then i will jin zhang, then i will study!!
shit la, i always like that one, must go force myself to study alr.. :(

I SAW TYPICALBEN, LIKE, IN THE FLESH.
GOD.
I AM SO FREAKING EXCITED.

omg!!! i was like walking home along sunshine place, then i saw a guy wearing a cap with a 'P' on it, i was like 'he looks like a ah beng' then i saw another guy wearing a cap, sitting on the bus stop seat. i looked at him, side view. FREAKING HELL. he looks familiar. i kept looking at him, THEN, he turned and looked at me, and we like stared at each other for like 2seconds!! the next thing i knew 'OMFG. it's Typicalben.' omgomgomgomg, this went on and on. i turned back to see his hair, but it wasnt orangely red like on his blog, then i thought of his grad(like my brother ok, i nvr stalk him!!) then i quickly looked away and crossed the road. when i glanced over my shoulder, FREAKING HELL. there's a 'B' on his cap! like, B, for Benjamin! i was totally going ' omg, its him, its really him!!' LOL. then i freaked out and went home, screaming for my sis the minute i stepped in. LOL. my sis said she wanted to stalk him(jokingly)

hahah, wonder if he'll blog about some weird girl looking at him! hahahha.

LOL, & im not over reacting OKAY! it's like, not everyday you see a famous person, even a blogger counts!!


hahaha, i had NO IDEA he really lived near us! like, my sis told me before that he lived near us lah, but i didnt know exactly where! LOL,

& somemore i was munching on YOU TIAO and looking worn out from TableTennis, SO DAMN TAK GLAM LA!! & he was like abit embarrassed to see someone looking at him lehs! LOL.


heeheehees! *jumps around shouting "I SAW TYPICALBEN, I SAW TYPICALBEN!"*

oh & to anyone who says he looks gay, nope, not looking gay to me! He looks, cute & well, like a guy. LOL

Lyrics | Hsm3 lyrics - Scream' lyrics

CAMELLIA GOH!


where's your tagboard?!?!?!!! HAHAHA,

lols, i just wanna tell you, I WHERE DONT HAVE CHANGE, i become MEINV OK. :DDDDDDDDD

super bhb. i know. but i like. :D

last time like siao kia like that, i dk how my mum love me lo. LOL. DONT BELIEVE? I HAVE PROOF. (god, i must be crazy to post it, well you guys enjoy it then! HAHA)



LOOK AT HOW CUTE WE WERE! HAHAH.


yeah, my pose is stupid/dumb/spastic WHATEVER!!!!! we were having so much fun that day, GOT CAMERA LEH!!!! HAHA.

THAT'S IT. THAT'S IT!!!!!!

I SHALL LIMIT MYSELF

TO........






2hours of computer usage per day, ONLY.

i shall slap myself silly if i use more than that. PLUS!!! i will hypnotise myself to say that the computer will grow arms and legs if i use more than 2hours, and terrorise me EVERY SINGLE DAY.

haha, i have such great imagination.

p/s tabletennis was fun today, i still have the touch! :D

*slaps myself silly.

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i have this intense feeling of hate for myself now -.-

I have this super great urge to indulge in something i've always wanted, v expensive, but it's one of my dreams.

AN IPOD. :(


god, i am dreaming at the mere thought of it. i keep thinking about it, when i can get it and stuffs..

obsession, much? totally. :(

someone sponsor me one!! i want it i want it i want it so bad!!

the last half hour of my birthday! D:

haha, anyways, it was really wonderful till this magical moment (:

thanks so much!

EH.
dont think it's just like that okay! i'll be posting more about it soon :D

will blog on weekends (:

that!


her blog, from now on, WILL BE A HAPPY BLOG! (:
will post anything wacky, funny, happy or simple stupid! :D

muhahahaha, i feel good after making this decision!
now, everyone coming to my blog will feel happy, because IT IS A HAPPY BLOG! :DD

okays, so many things i haven't blog about,

1) FLAG DAY. gosh, i've been dragging it on and on and on~
2) anything else? i cant remember.


I ONLY REMEMBER flag day. MILU, MILU, MILU!!! hahaha. must blog, must blog :D

aaaaaaaaaaaaaatatatatatatatata! HAHAHAH. feiyang, i copy you copy lishan! :D

GUESS WHAT?

i've got wild dreams (:

these few days, i've been thinking & thinking, AND I THOUGHT.


i was like telling kellyn,

after our o levels, most of us confirm working. then i was like saying eh then we save money go stay chalet laaahs! :D will be damn fffffffing coooool cans! dont sleep at night, crap about anything and everything, SHIOK. & can mahjong! can teach you'all ahahhaha. (i acting like some pro mahjong-er) hahaha!

think about it,

WE CAN DO (almost) EVERYTHING WE WANT.

sweet.

start saving, people! think about all the super fun things we can do.. muahhaha, BBQ, ANYTHING! power laaahs! 3day2nights!


AHHH. i cant stop thinking about it. :D



loveloveloves! perfect.

YOOOOOOHOOOO! :D

im back! missed me? :DD

ah, these few days, i so darn tired. -o- i feel like sleeping everyday. LOL.
so keep sleep + lazy = no time.

hahahaha! oh and, I've been hit with a sudden realization these few days!! :(

the course i wanted, it's best to study with ECONOMICS. btw, which is also a course im quite interested in. but, here come the best part.






It available in JC.






i swear, i've been really like SMACKED in the face. like, i've alr told myself. polypolypoly. now, THIS?! im gonna go review all of the polys and JCs, im gonna go think it through again. now.


but wait! i have so many things i haven't blog about!!
1) FLAG DAY. this is a must. hahahha!
2) randomic things which i will blog about when i remember.

HAHAHA. im thinking back on the flag day episode, damn gao xiao caaaaans! hahahha! (:

one day, im totally going to video ONE FULL DAY of our outings or whatever. THEN. you'll truely see how crazy and stupid, yet fun we are! :D

hahah, loves all of you, darlings! :D


NO KOOFANG, i still hate you, muahahhaha!




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RARRRHHHHHHHHHHS!

i must get rid of this image that i am always late! everyone thinks i tmr confirm will be late!! SO NOT TRUEEE!

I WILL PUT IN EFFORT TO NOT BE LATE ANYMORE! :D

beautiful? it suddenly popped up into my mind so i just thought i'll pen it down (:
i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel. like ranting.

ignore if you dont have time. If you have time, then read on! (but it's for pure reading darlings!)

Dont you guys realise? As we grow older, our thinking matures, and so do our feelings? we are more sensitive, more aware of our surroundings, our brain develops rapidly. I saw this while blog hopping, Take a minute to look at it;

" It's true, that as we grow older, the wall in our heart strengthens. "

(okay so i forgot the real quote. but it's something like that!)
Is it true? Yes, i do believe so. Many people, as they grow older, they think more, they feel more. but is that a good thing? we think more, we understand the things happening around us, it may be good, it may be bad. Good, then great! you feel better each day. But if it's bad, then what happens? you feel.. unhappy. So i was just thinking, maybe it's not that bad of a thing to not be able to think more. You wont know what happens, you wont feel the unhappiness all around. Would you be happier like that?

For me, i think, i may want to have a simple brain. I see news everywhere reporting on disasters everywhere in the world, i ponder about it for a while, and there it goes. Im sad already. Any little thing, i think about it so much, i think about what happened, what comes next, what's the consequences. & one by one, my feelings droop lower and lower...

I AM SUDDENLY BORED SO I SHALL SUDDENLY CUT OFF. :D







photoshop still hates me -.-

hahah! I have so many bloody photos to post! and now my stupid Photoshop cock up on me.

Nevermind, can choing SocialStudies first. :D haha. GAMBATEH!

(yes, yes, i know i said i'll do it yesterday, but hey! i was out yesterday! & friday i was seriously bloody tired. till blood came out of my eyes. = bloodshot. eww.)

WAHAHHAHA, I AM SO HAPPY! :D

just now, i was buying bubble tea. then, i saw green straws in the container. Then i pray and wished that the aunty will put one of the green ones in..

Then, seriously, the aunty put a green straw into the plastic bag!! :DDD hahahahha!
then i smile like an idiot and say THANKYOU! the aunty like a bit blurblur. HAHA

now, anyone still doubts that i am a mind reader? (;

And since so many people have been asking,
He is a very special friend to me. I really enjoy his company because i can forget all of my worries when he's around. Im really thankful that i am his friend.

& i saw this somewhere before, just want to pen it down before i forget it. (:


yeah, thats it. going to get ready for school soon, darlings!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, KOOFANG. loves!! (:

Priscilla Feiyang Kellyn


All my gang one! haha. lazy. will post more next time :D

Upcoming!

1) 17 Again!
2) Flag day!
3) randomic pictures!

so many things! must photoshop, must photoshop, haha


*LOL. imagine, i was only typing about 1 Litre Of Tears a few minutes ago!! i must go do happy things before i go back to watching it. (:

This is the first time i actually cried while watching 1 litre of tears recently.

today, i saw how Hiroki was ashamed about his sister, Aya's illness. and how Ako scolded him off for that.

i cried.

i could really relate to Aya. sometimes, i really had those feelings that people were looking at me differently, telling me not to do things, afraid that things would happen to me. especially when i had that brace. Now, i've had my operation, people are also telling me not to do things too, cause they feared. i know, it's for my own good. but, i just want to feel like myself. Everytime people worry about me, i feel that im different already. feels like im no longer who i was. it really feels sad, like a part of you cant do anything anymore. I know, its only temporary. but somehow, i just feel so different.

So, really, treat me like i was before. I am still that same old girl.

& i told myself not to cry while watching 1 Litre Of Tears. for the eariler episodes, i controlled myself. for this, i cant. It was really sad.

Try watching it, and treasure everyone else around you more.

Now do i realise, i lead such a hectic lifestyle! LOL.

just came home at 1.30AM, having flag day at city hall, 8am later. meet people 7am lot 1, means latest 6am must wake up. means if i sleep at 2am, 4HOURS of sleep! god. how can i survive?? LOL.

MORNING CALL ME PEOPLE.