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21 March 2010
March 21, 2010
Im really really not very kaixin right now so i shall spam write. I dont know why, but i really need to get it off my chest.
I really wonder why would humans intentionally want to know something, even when they already know beforehand that it may/would hurt them. Why? I mean, you obviously KNOW that you're gonna end up unhappy, yet, you still wanna go do it. Why? I guess thats just human nature. You cant control yourself, you JUST have to be in the know. And your punishment shall be the hurt that you inflict upon yourself. You break your heart yourself, and what is it all for? You'll only need to piece it back yourself. So the saying "Ignorance is Bliss" is true huh? When you dont wanna know something, you ignore it, you dont know it, you may not feel it, but it will be a blessing. When you come to know of it, the blessing disappears. I know im like very emo right now, but i cant help but notice the facts that i've ignored for so long. Sometimes, i cant help but know, and understand, how im living in a perfect little bubble all my life. My life was protected, insured, but my parents. They've really tried to do their best for us. Im grateful for that. So, im actually really mad at people who treats their parents like shit. If your parents didnt love you, they would not have even wanted to let you into this world! The moment they accepted your presence, they've never stopped loving you. Why break their hearts? If you were in special circumstances, yes, it's understandable. But if you have a happy family, and you chose to break up that situation by leaving, by causing chaos, accusing your parents of not understanding you.. I cant understand why. I cant say im a saint. I've been in situations where i've rebelled against my parents too. Those were pretty bad times too. Yes, its my fault. But my parents forgave me, we had a talk. What cant be solved? My point is, why would you choose such a path? Maybe i've not been such real life situations, so maybe i dont know. All i know is, to me, those reasons and excuses dont make life work. Im sidetracking real bad, but heck it. |
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