I fainted. o.o

In the streets.

And im scared.

This is the first ever time i've fainted.
Like blacked out totally and lost consciousness.

There were a few times when all of a sudden, i just felt very dizzy and even though my eyes were wide open, i could see nothing. Only pitch black darkness.

But i always managed to recover in time. Before i fell that is.

The very scary once was during my secondary school. I was in the parade square, like normal, taking attendence, then the national anthem. Right in the middle of that, i was half a second away from fainting. Scary much.

And now. My worse nightmare turned true.
Im really scared. This never happened before.
Right before i fainted, i thought to myself:

'Am i dying?'


And when i woke up, i felt as if an angel was holding on to me.

And no joke, i thought i arrived in heaven! LOL.

Then i thought again

'Cannot be. Im so bad cannot be in heaven.'

I still know my limits okay! HAHA.

Then i was fine again. But the moment of fainting and not knowing anything was really really scary. I freaked out.

And here goes, my first recount of my first fainting accident!

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I went down to buy bubble tea as usual at like 8pm. Before that, i was totally fine at home, jumping around, asking if anyone else wanted bubble tea.
I went down, alone. Then i realised.

MID AUTUMN FESTIVAL.

(It was a fucking big gathering downstairs!!! FML.)

Anyway, i lined up, then halfway through, i felt dizzy, out of breathe and couldnt see straight. I knew something was wrong. But i held on, then i ordered, and i tried to keep myself awake.

I failed.

I went out of the line, telling the auntie im just gonna make a call.
(Actually idk what i said. I couldnt think alr.)

I went to the side, half blind, quickly calling my family, whoever who was last on my call log.
I called my dad, my sister picked up.

I still remember what i said.

"Jie, im feeling dizzy. Come down. Quick. quick. quick...."

I went back to the line, trying to keep awake. By then i couldnt see anything alr. Then i cmi. I wanted to go sit down somewhere first.

I went out of the line, unstable. Knocked onto some metal poles and i felt myself going down.

Then. When i woke up, i was in a nice girl's arms. :)

And i realised I survived!

There were many passerbys, asking if i needed help, for an ambulance.
There ARE still nice people in the world. :>

I swear if i see someone in need of help, i'll do what she did. Be nice. :)

I really dont know why i fainted.

Too stuffy? Hungry? Dehydrated? Maybe im just too weak :l


I'll take better care of myself :)

Sorry for worrying you, mummy! ._.