Today, i saw truth.

Truth that families with broken trust, with suspicious eyes, and spiteful words do exist.

I find it hard to believe that a family could have walked to this step.

In my eyes, a family is forever loving, caring and interlinked to each other.
They understand each other best.

And i believed that this is an unbreakable bond. Harder and stronger than anything else in the world.

But today, i saw none.
All i saw was the eagerness of winning, against what, i have no idea.


I saw no victory.
I only saw more anger and walls.

I am able to understand things now. And i do understand.
Over the years, i collect memories and thoughts.

I have already, like others, come to a conclusion.
A conclusion that actually pains my heart.


This is no family.
We have no love.


But i know that it is true.
Sad, but true.

This family gives me no hope, trust and love.

My only memory was of fights and arguments.

To me, the younger generation, i see no hope of salvaging the situation.
Perhaps it is because i was not close to them from the start. No bond was created.
I dont know if i should regret that the bond never appeared, or i should be glad of that absence.

Perhaps the bond could have saved us. But again, perhaps not.

But still, i see hope in the older generation's eyes.
They hope for a complete family.
They hope for love.

I have no clue how, when or even whether it may happen.

I despair.
But still, i hold on to one strand of hope.
If one day, people changes, there may be joy again.

Innocent people should be spared.
I pity those who come under this situation, because i believe that they dont deserve it.
They are just children.
Poor kids.

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On a sidenote;

Little Mint fell asleep in my arms tonight.
She was so sweet.. so fragile.
I was cradling an angel in my arms.
The magical feeling has not disappear yet, i hope it never does. :)