Sometimes, i get so down and depressed.

Because i dont understand.

I break my head, trying to know why who did what.
To me, its not the act that is most important. Instead, it is what reason they have for the act.

The question is not 'what', instead, it is 'why?'

Why do people do this, why do people do that?


There are so many reasons, logical and reasonable, and some, cannot be understood.
The tens and thousands of possible answers for a single question.

And if you make a small mistake in answering that question, the results may be unthinkable.


And that is the reason of my headache tonight.

I dont understand.

So many people, so many actions.
None i can decipher.
I break my head trying to think, but still i fail.

I have a few possible answers, but i may never get a real answer from the person in question, because i may never ask.

One small mistake, one wrong word. It can break all trust, all bonds.
I dont want to risk my friends, who are all dear to me.

Perhaps, perhaps, things are simpler than what they seem to me.
But i dare not hope.

Hope seems far and barren from this land tonight.