Recently, i thought about Hangeng again.

I thought about celebrities.

The life of a celebrity.

Their feelings, actions.

Many people do not know of their pains and secret tears.

Most do not want to know.

Its hard, for them to admit that the idols they love are in pain.

Idk why, but i want to know. And i already know.

The boys i really love, made me love them more.

But really, sometimes i wonder, why do they hold on?

I mean, its so hard, so difficult.

Letting go would be relatively easier, compared to holding on, struggling.

We cannot judge.

Some people lets go. Some people stays on.

It is their choice. There is no right or wrong in any choice people makes.

People lets go when they cannot bear it any longer. When their heart, mind, soul and body can take pain no longer.

They are not wrong. But they are not right either. It is just a choice. More importantly, is not finding out who's right or who's wrong. Its sticking to the choice you bravely made.

People who hold on are not stupid. People who leaves are not heartless.

They do their things. Things they have a reason for doing.

We cannot judge them. But we, too, have a choice.

A choice to help them, support them, or turn our backs from them.