I wish things are as simple as learning the ABC.

But no. Things were never simple.

I'll never be able to lead a perfect life, making perfect decisions.

But hey, i tried.

I always believe in trying.

"The only real failure in life is the failure to try." - Anonymous

I tried to make things right. I tried to make things okay, bearable.

Some worked, some backfired.

But still, i can confidently say i tried, and i have no regrets.

Believe it or not, i never meant any of those hurting words, actions even perhaps.

Some are unconsciously done, some for the better.

Maybe it doesnt seem like its a better choice to you, but it does to me.

I never regretted the actions i did, because nothing will be able to change it, or take it back.

I do regret, however, how i wasnt able to make it better at that time.

Things arent going as smoothly as everyone thinks it is.

Believe me, as much of a saint many people think i am, im definitely not.