Yes, i'll say it outright here out now.

I dont like her.

There are so many things i know, and you dont. 

I wont say its your fault for not knowing, because nobody's telling.

What i am so frustrated about is that taking advantage of the fact that nobody knows anything, she gets to be the angel. And you guys are so willingly getting roped. Its almost like YOU took the ROPE and TIED YOURSELF. 

I hate that fact.

Because i know the truth. Truth that i believe was never revealed. At least, the truth from other angles.

I cant take it anymore. Its so stressful on my emotions. 

I tackle with myself everytime, wondering whether i should be facing this in a positive attitude, or a negative one. 

Its not that shes a devil, but shes definitely no angel. So stop thinking of her that way.

I dont care who reads this anymore. 

I really dont.

Go on, for all i care. 

But beware.

This is of course, not the one and only thing that led to my tears.

Many factors contributed to this point, and yes, i admit that the above is a part of my frustration.

And yes, i am admitting here that i cried.

And why?

Because nobody comes here anyway. I can reveal myself.

Not like anybody cares anyway, im the iron lady, steely and all, isnt it?

But hey, just because i wear armour, it doesnt mean there arent scars and injuries beneath, ok?