Sometimes, i really just have this urge to have break free and have total freedom, total control of my life.

In my parents' eyes, i have much freedom already. Much more than they are actually comfortable with.

But to a fresh 20 year old, I am still very much restricted. Of course, partly is because i compare myself with my peers.

Up until now, I was really ok with everything. But recently, more and more, i feel like i should be able to go places, do things that I wanna do, i wanna go.

Slowly but surely, I am becoming more 'rebellious'. To me, im just trying to claim my own rights. But unfortunately, to my conservative parents, such actions are viewed negatively.


I know that if i set my mind to it, I can gain total freedom. By going out and doing things, of course. But that would also break the trust that has been forged over the years. Unhappy situations and quarrels would break out.

If i do that, it would be an all-or-nothing situation.

And now here's the question, who's to say what is worth, and what is not?