Many people told me, many times, that i should learn to talk about my problems.

I always said that i would, and that there's actually nothing to talk about.

Because i always feel that my 'problems' are just small small issues. That i can solve, over time. And if i can solve them by myself, why should i trouble other people with them?

And here comes the argument - why do i think of it as 'troubling'? Wildie often asks me if i dont trust him enough, that's why i never share my problems. According to him - if we're 'real' friends, i wouldnt consider it troubling.

But nobody understands that i never thought that way before. It is precisely because i think about my friends, i dont wish for them to worry for me - thats why i would want to solve things myself.

But i guess my emotions shows way too often, i worry them more by keep things to myself. :l

And now, i do realise that i want people to show concern about me, but then i am always reluctant to talk about it actually. I have no idea why either.

I will learn, to talk about them. Slowly.