I thought back. Even though i always talk or rant about the bad stuff, i realised that i forgot about many of the good and cheerful memories. 

There were so many good times, unforgettable moments. (I know, ironic that i still forgot.)

But tonight, my emotions were of sadness. I felt really sad. As in, waterfall tears sad. 

To be honest, im not very sure why im so sad. I just am. Maybe my brother had something to do with it. 

His words triggered many things in my mind. 

God, i dont even know what to write right now. I dont even know why im here...

Fml.. i should stop.