Wow, its been long since I've been here.

Life has been busy. New job, new work scope, birthdays, birthdays, birthdays.

This is the year of 21st. Say goodbye to money. But actually, I feel like many people are forking out more money for 21st. And actually, i dont understand it.

Is it because increase in age = increase in amount?

Doesn't really make sense to me. Gifts were never meant to be about the amount, isn't it?

Well, if the gift that the other party likes just happens to be a very expensive one, well, that makes sense. But it feels like people are giving more each year just because..... its 21st. And... it kinda feels like it needs some kind of upgrade. Hmm?

Well, I don't know. Actually as long as the other party likes the gift, I don't mind the amount. :) Because they're my friends, and it makes me happy to see that they appreciate our effort and us.

On a sidenote, I'm celebrating my twenty-first this year as well! (yay!)

But woaaaah, the preparation work is not a joke. Well, actually I could have just done a simple one, but with me and my crazy ideas, I just had to plunge myself into ideas and designs and pretty things its impossible for me to achieve :(

And not to mention, had to drag my poor honey into this. Haha. Even though I know he's not design savvy at all, still guilt-tripped him into suffering with me. Hahaha.

But you know I love you, right? :)


Oh, right, by the way, you really don't need to get me a gift alright? (I mean it.) Your pay is always eaten up (literally) by me every month already. You've done a lot. Its enough. :)

Just be my slave for that day hehe.


And since you'll probably refresh the page soon, here's a little special message for you, okie?

Hi Honey, (so familiar!)

Its been over 10months. I know I haven't been doing a lot for our monthsarys these days. Even though you don't speak of it, you probably feel a little neglected and hurt, yeah? :( Sorry baby, I'll put in more effort next time okie? We're really the most unpredictable couple. (Well, at least i am.) My emotions and horrible words probably stabbed you many times huh? I'm sorry i can't change... and for not appreciating and acknowledging your efforts more often. You love me, but my thoughts (over) always puts many obstacles in our relationship. Thank you, for always sticking around and trying. Im actually really happy that we've been through so much. We're making up for lost time, right? :) I..... actually don't know what else to say LOL. Suddenly so gan dong so awkward. HAHAHAHA. But you do know I love you right? :) Do you love me too? Hehehe. Our plans and life will merge. One day. Soon? Hehehe muacks!

Byebye! ♥