HELLOS! again(:

another new news! :D

my jie jus now suddenly say wan open blogshop.. lols..
den ask me wan anot.. den i say anythings(: so maybe will be opening..
dunnoe gonna sell wad yet. lols. but see how lorhhs(:

in case your wondering,
WHY ARE YOU OPENING BLOGSHOP?
ARE YOU IN NEED OF MONEY?

YES! lols.

like i said, im saving money , the reason is unknown to u(:
it shall be my little secret! ;D

and i wan to tone my baking skills. but buying the ingredients needs money! so i shall earn and next time i can be baker! :D dream come true(:

and i feel im a BAD S.H.E fan ):
always they got extra stuffs(other than albums) i nvr buy.. cause no money..
so if i have more money, i can be a better S.H.E fan! :D

Daily needs,
so i can get extra markers xD MUAAHAHHAH

im SO surfaced!(fu qian) :D

lols. dun noe u all get it anot.. oh well! (:

BYEBYES then!

HELLOS!

here for advertisement :D
my cousin Wendy has a blog shop,

http://www.needlelovesthread.blogspot.com/

frm the title, u noe she sells hand-made stuffs lahs...
go support! the stuffs are cute , and 100% hand-made!
most of the things she sells are like pouches, pins, earrings, braclets and necklets!
really unique, u can even order! :D

So, Go NOW!
btw, shes really nice(: dun nid be afraid!

BYEBYEs!

HELLOS!!

i cant believe i haven blogged abt the jogathon. wad a short-term memory i have o.o

okays, well here it is! :D

Jogathon Day, we left school t 11.20am, meeting my clique @ lot 1 OnePM.
when i reached home , i switched on the playstation and play Granstream Saga for awhile. muaahaha kill a lot of monsters, still lvl up man! xD
den when i goin to kill the Boss le.. den i see the time very late le.. like 12.20pm..
i dun wan let kellyn wait so long again.. so i faster go meet her 1st :D

in the end? we earilest, the others late like shit. hmm.. should have fined them 1min late 1dollar!
well,, when we waiting,, den suddenly, i was like eh!! JOESLYN! AND JASMINE! den kellyn say... WHERE?! den i say there lorhhhhhhhh. (so detail huh xD)
den i hide behind joeslyn, (sotall!!! ._.) and jasmine cannot see me xD
lols. jus at that time, the rest come... so nid say byebye ): nvm,, next time meet up kays? :D
er hum.. but not now,, i now saving $$ ><

den after that we. hm. actually is me and sihui faster grab a bite den off we went! :D
on the train super fun lorh. me and ahcar keep take photo.. den when change trains, kellyn scold me ): she say dun take photo le lahs. so paiseh (but i like ehh.. ):)
okays, anyways we reached, we waited, we ran.

and...

AGAIN! half-way rain...... ==
actually at1st very happy. cause very hot.. but den in the end we become luo tang ji(SUPER SUPER WET) but very fun eh! :D

the rest all run run run.. in the end left me and koofang got the same dunnoe wad illness when young.. so like always breathless. so we dun run lorh.. we walk walk.. chat chat... jogjog.. and becoming wet in the process .. lols. seriously, we walked all the way. fun lorh :D

den when we reached finishing point, ah car purposely tell kellyn, eh later we go together hor.
den i ask, go whre??
ah car say she 19th, kellyn 20th.. so get 'prize'
den when they calling for winners, i pushpushpush kellyn,, say eh go liao lah!
den intheend is they bluff me. ==
STUPID! and i go believe! ARGH. i pour water on them xD (anyway oso wet le mahs)

den when they presenting, we very bored, den go take all the bottles and stackstackstack xD
fun seh. make until very high! dun believe?! got take photo hor! but at lishan there .. get frm her le den show u all :D

den after that we can go home! yay :D
dash into the shower !!

byebye!

p/s thanks, and sorry to lishan.. cause we bother u so much ><
p/s koofang, thanks for pei-ing me walk! :D

HELLOS!

i forgot to say,
MY MUMMY IS BACK FROM OPERATION!
and shes fairly allright, jus that her wounds would hurt, definately,,
but at least shes back(:
mummy, mus jiayou wor!!
you'll be fine now(:

and ohyes, my phone is back in action! xD
feel free to sms me @ ******** :D
although i may not sms u back xD

well, good bye ~

HELLOS!

nvr blog for 2days, MISS ME?! :D

well, i shall explain why i was absent these 2days(:

on tuesday, well, i had cca, came back very tired lerhs, so nvr blog ):
and yeah, during cca me and kellyn was super high, laughed at anything and everything we saw, esp when Mr Lim say very loudly behind us,

"Pre-Martial Sex?" Why are you doing that? (to harun)
he actually replied that thats his website theme!
WE TOTALLY CRACKED UP LAH!
i even typed my words out on the comp, i laughed so hard, i couldnt talk! xD

and yes, when i came back i started studying for Physic, so time was totally packed.

Wed,
CANNOT LAH!
keep studying for Chemistry, on top of homework... argh.
AND still got chinese GONG HAN. although i didnt even study for that :P
that one jus memorise the format nia mahs.

in the end, Mr Yew go cancel the test!!!!!
BLOOD BOIL LAH.
i study so hard, in the end cancel. ARGHHHHH.
and the irony?
CHINESE TEST CAME UP. ==
double ARGHHHHHH!!!

and oh yes, Priscilla totally smacked a bee/fly/mosquito or whatever today!
and yes, i totally mean SMACK. so cool man! her actions super fast. *CLAPCLAP* u did a good job, although he/she died a terrible death.
LETS BE SILENT FOR 10SEC TO COMMERATE HIM/HER.

OK! lets carry on :D

hm, so tomorrow its JOGATHON!
why not WALKathoh == urgh. my legs still hurt frm the tues 2.4km run ==
haish.. i shall walk&walk&walk! :D
MAUHAHAH

lols. okays byebye(:

HELLOS!

feel like blogging so i shall! :D

today!
woke up so late, was almost late ._.
but heng in the end oso not late ~ :D

den after that got geog, cher planted a surprise project suddenly on us. o.o
den give us like 3DAYS to complete it?! (including today!!)
mygod...
siao liao lorh. still got CE project! but heng next week then must present.
ms lee is crazy. think we studying one subject nia.. haish.
if really study one sub, i will go mad with joy..... IM SERIOUS!!!

hmm... den still got wad interesting thing ar?

OHYES! LISHAN!!!!!!! im gonna sue you!! FOR VANDALISING MY GEOGRAPHY TEXTBOOK!!!!! im gonna make sure i get at least $5000 for compensation. MUAHAHAH!

and then maths, Mdm Ng did something that made me feel sooooooooo.... touched!
she was passing out some insprinational cards to like encourage us for the MYE.
den she even put some cards in a red packet, cause its 'pig' although its really cute, mdm lee was afraid that the muslim would be offended.. so she very tie xin(thoughtful) to put them in a packet. loving her! :D

after school, we stayed back to finish up some homework den went for a short 'remedial' lesson. finally understood a bit more abt Physic! and oh yes, actually mr khor is not that boring. hes really cute and funny! (oops! sorry, dont mean to snatch your bf lishan! xD)

and after that we walked to yew tee but WE SAW SOMETHING TERRIBLE!!
we were waiting for the waffles, then budiman, ridwan and harun walked past, and kept saying why the lady got the thing around her neck?
den we were like what?? the shop?
okay, basicly, we couldnt get what they meant.
then after they left, we finally saw alot of people looking at something in a corner.
out of curiousity, we went to take a look.
TO OUR HORROR?!
we saw an old lady like having breathing difficulties, and her eyes were closed!
den alot of middle-aged women were like saying " dont sleep," in hokkien.
my god... i scared den faster walk away..
den i dun dare look already.
i dun wanna witness a death..

oh god, i hope she can live on. bless her!

goodbye.

HELLOS!

im super sian now.. soooo.. LETS DO SOMETHING CONDUSIVE/LAME! (irony? o.o)

well, as most people knows, my birthday this year falls on the last day of our sec 3 camp!
whoopie! bleah. its like, special/unique, yet boring/dumb.
SO IRONIC! (i should have taken literature ._.)

im really really bored, so
i shall plan a very special birthday surprise for ME! wow. 2mths in advance .

Days Before We Go For The Sec 3 camp,
(things to do)
1) Order cake! and yes, i love cakes :D
2) buy decorations! i esp love balloons! ;D
3) make sure got $$ o.o

On the Day Itself,
1) distract me! make me dun go home xD
2) rush to get cake
3) quickly get decorations ready under my block de void deck
4) when everythings done, lead me there!
5) SURPRISE!

THEN, i'll act really surprised that u guys did so much for me(:
i'll tear, den say its because i had an onion in my hand (lmao? o.o)
den i'll say thanks, and off to have more fun in a playground! yay! :D

End Of Story.

okays thats SO lame. but hey! now u guys know wad i want for my birthday! wee~ excited

BUT

i think that wont happen ):
cause ,
1) we are all gonna be so damn tired after 3days without our own beds DUH!
2) no time,,,,,,,,u think all surprise partys are so easy to plan?! HUH?!
things dun always go as planned!!!!!
3) later play too much until faint ._. better give it a miss(:

and yes! im saving money, for some reason unknown to u (:
so dun ask me out!

BYEBYES!

HELLOS!

i woke up at 7.30am this morning, but yet i dun feel sleepy! lols.
random~

okays anyways, im here cause i was looking through my gallery and i found THIS! :



so im now stuggling. WHICH PICTURE TO PUT?! RAHH!
this looks more 'cute' the other looks bitchy :D
but both i like! HOW?!

help me decide? (:
many thanks!!

BYEBYE ; MUACKS!

HELLOS!

i feel so proud today! i did lots of good things(:

morning ;
i went to the market with my mum(:
cause i go help her take the stuffs.. later too heavy she cannot tahan(:

we ate there 1st, cause my mum say she VERY hungry,, wanna eat 1st..
(aiyo mummy, u like that cannot lose weight le lahs. u got 1kg back le!! mus jiayou! xD)
after that we wanted to go marketing le.. but on the way saw a lady bai di tan, selling DIY earrings, pendents, bracelets, etc. den my mummy saw say very nice.. den buy lorh. but she ask the lady to make for her there and then.. so mus wait. in the end only buy some veggies. but still heavy hor! lols

came back, i keep say my kor say wan paint his rm den keep delaying.. so in the end he really go paint.. lols.
AND I HELPED! but i got the paint on me several times ._.
my kor keep say i playing nia.
well.. ITS TRUE!
painting's fun(:
but i really got help!
u believe right?
GOOD! (:

so all in all, i did TWO good deeds today! :D
okays thats all for now.. nid go lerhs.

BYEBYE!

HELLOS!!

today FINE! yesterday i cam-whored, suddenly thought i had no picture in my blog, decided to take some nice pics and choose one to put it there.

AND.......

This Is The Picture I Have Chosen!





It'll be perfect to put on the sidebar. MUHAHAHA.

erm, but anyone knows how to rotate it? o.o
and know to paste the HTML on the template? ._.
and anyone has photoshop? send me? prettyplease? :D

i wanna make my boobs bigger xD MUHAHAHAHA~
and my legs skinner,
face smaller,
hair longer,
eyes bigger,
get rid of the flabby arms.
etc~

LOLS!

anyways, im searching for the photoshop progam! if can, send me PLEASE? (:
if nt i nid go buy, and god knows where i can get some disc to install it.
urgh there goes my free time ==

and no, from this post, u can see im NOT a pro blogger

{she says whatever she has to say]
{and she doesnt care about anyone but her]

(these two lines are so bitchy ._.)
(and , NO, i DO NOT like my new seat)

BYEBYES!
have a GOOD friday!

HELLOS!

im now at stupid mmc.

Mr Lim Boon Liang is officially mad. and of course, we are hating him. at least, for me.
we went there like 10mins late, cause we hadda do the bio project.
well, we quickly went to the lab den he was like.
Why are you late?

we said. we nid do the bio project.......

okay. but he had a super black face. oh yes, did i mention that his voice is super deep?
oh well, it made him look like the guan gong! ._.

and den nid do wad some kinda web thingy. he say wan grp of threes.
we had 4ppl. we ask him can 4 anot. he actually said wad "3 is a magic number."

can u believe it?! lame like hell lahs. this is not wad im REALLY angry abt. we solved this prob easily.

BUT. the main thing is. He actually said, Siumin, you will still be the president.
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF?!
i DID NOT avoid u for the past mth jus to let u say this!
and he gave the excuse of wad last year he thought wad sihui is the VP.
WHICH I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND!

last yr thing FORGET IT LE LAH.
like, i dun even care for the CCA points. so wad i get lousy results?
at most dun study le lahs! WTH.

and oh yes. I SAY I DUN WAN BE MEANS I DUN WAN BE LAH!
THERE IS NOOOOOOO REASON.
cant u even respect my decision?!
i want to change CCAs!

BUT. i've only 1more year here. (okay fine. Two. counting this yr)
that means my CCA points for the past 2 years would be gone.
that includes the points i got from being Chairperson! thats like 10+ points!
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFck.

so i dont think i will really change CCAs.

but im still hating Lim ==
dumbo.

BYEBYE.

OMG! THE AD IS BACK?!!??!?! WHATS HAPPENING?!

{I already have $0.20! HAPPY! JIAYOU! get $50!!]

HELLOS!

im here to rectify my words (:

when ever i say i wanna kill myself, dun take it too seriously.
cause i'ts like a one-off kinda thing.
means AT that point of time, i feel like dying.

emo-kid, dun think so (:
im all smiles!

_____________________________________________________________________

I think lady luck is smiling on me today. i didnt wear my brace to school, and my mum actually said nth, okay this morning maybe because shes too groggy, but when i returned home in the afternoon, she said nth either!

or maybe shes just got too much to think abt?
cause today my mum went for the 1st follow-up, comfirmed must go for the operation.
scheduled on the 27th March. Going in the morning, coming home in the evening.
hope its a super success(:
JIAYOU mummy!!

_____________________________________________________________________
a few days ago, one of my frens showed me some people who are engaged/married or already have children! wow. they seem so happy and xing fu~
more about this later!

JASMINE IS BACK. (okay fine she was already back on saturday ._.)
IM GONNA GO READ HER BLOG! ^^

byebyes

HELLOS!

i cant believe it. i just found my Diary, and no. not this one.
i meant my DIARY BOOK! my last entry was 4years back T.T

but it feels really good to be able to think back and remember stuffs.
and i thought of THIS diary, i feel so sad.

everything i wrote was only things i CAN let anyone and everyone know.
what about my TRUE feelings? and TRUE stuffs that happened but i dont want to let you guys know?
whats the point of a diary if your lying to yourself even?
why should i be afraid of letting my family know me?
and i censored some posts because once, my cousin msned me and asked,
thatsherworld.bs.com -> your blog?
i replied yes. and he said ok and left. i dont know why, but i suddenly panic-ed and quickly censored some posts. but now, i dont see the need for me to do that anymore. so what?
im not afraid anymore. im facing up to my feelings. these are my feelings. like it or hate it,
I DONT CARE.

and yes, im being very depressed and i think i'll become a emo-kid sooner or later.
and i mean those that cut themselves. oh god,

and my friends may not believe this, i may look happy and smily all the time on the outside,
but i really have some serious family problems. im a anti-social girl. i like silent times alone.
that is. only with family. when ever i try to talk and chat with them, there would definately be brushes and it would end up in a quarrel. i admit. i cant keep my temper well. thats why i would prefer to stay away. then wad happened? my family doesnt understand me and i feel, and thinks im being difficult. oh why is it so difficult to let them know what UNDERSTAND and AGREE with my thoughts? are all parents like this? yes i know they are only doing all these for our own good, but why cant they just let me have my say too? im no longer a kid, but yes. i am and WILL ALWAYS be a kid in your eyes. i dont deny that i like that feeling of someone caring for me. but over-protection and distrust in my your children is too purssurised for me. i've been suppressing my feelings all these years, i really want SOMEONE to know how i feel. someone to care and truely love me. if this goes on, i dont know how i can survive. please. i set up a blog in hopes of someone knowing how i feel. but whats the point? they cant see this anyway,

p/s im not a freak. im not an emo-kid yet.
pp/s jie, if u see this, mention my blog to pa ma cans? i really need them to know how i feel.
ppp/s pama, if u have already seen my blog before, i beg u. try to understand how i feel.

please.

HELLOS!

what a sad sad / happyhappy day for me.

today woke up at 7.30am, gotta go collect my brace. urgh.
i had always dreaded this day, it meant my mum is serious about me wearing the new brace to school. haish..

although its really better, in the sense bigger, more comfortable, but its really still awkard..
i still wish to get the operation. BUT. if my back improves, im so gonna go to every temple in Singapore and give thanks.

not going to wearing it when i have PE, assembly(i hae to sit on the floor for 1hour++, just not gonna work) but all other times i guess im gonna have to wear it. boo hoohoo~ hope this really works..

peeps in my class / school/ strangers, oh please dun ask me too much or stare at me ; appricates it(:
but most of all, treat me like u did before! ^^
i've not changed, i jus have a teeny weeny sickness(:
btw, its not life-threatening. jus that my back would be not straight ..

its not really important.. but these are the worst scenes :
totally hunched-back,
pregnancy more difficult,
uneven shoulders and hips,
NOT LOOK GOOD IN BACKLESS DRESSES.

anyways, i wont care, i will jus wear what i wan! ^^

but i've made up my mind, i wont care what others say, i will wear it!
however, i'm still gonna talk to my doc abt the operation the next time i see him! xD
lols. so ironic.

anyways! happy day cause whenever scenes like these happens, it means i will be bu shuang with my mummy, and she will (most of the time) get me whatever i want! yay.

SO, i dragged her to far east and bought 2 dresses and a vest! yay~
and bought a new wallet too, my previous one got bleached == NIGHTMARE BEFORE CHRISTMAS! super cute(:

den shopped awhile more before calling pa to pick us up.

now im home! (:

oh yes, i have a new dream!
that is..
to be somewhere very high up, and TOUCH THE CLOUDS!

i've always wondered, what would it feel like?
will the cloud burst? or.. jus spread out and float away?
have YOU ever REALLY TOUCHED A CLOUD?
tell me! what does it feel like?
cool?
soft?
tell me! (:

okays thats all for now, im gonna try to snatch the computer from my sister to play KO Online! xD

bye peeps~

HELLOS!!!!!!

im now at adeline de hse! lols. the keyboard so noisy o.o

okays we were discussing about CA results, den suddenly thought that alot of peeps always love to compare results. o.o

Its like, yeah, some people got super marks, its great, (: feel happy for them. but those that got good marks den like still say not better than someone else, its like. wth?
are u like kan bian those that did not do so well..
very shang xin de u noe!? T.T

andand... like those who keep comparing themselves with others.. u already did well, be contented!
i advise u, dun compare too much with others. you will only make ur self unhappy.
i mean, yeah there will definitely be peeps who are more competitive in this world, esp now 'face' is so important to teens now.

whats it with marks anyway? when u go out to work, and your boss sees u have straight As, greater chance he will hire u. BUT can u confirm that u will get ur boss a multi-million dollar contract? oh yes, if your character sucks, forget it.

so? marks are important nowadays because many parents force their children to work hard, get a good grade so they can be proud of them, in fact, got 'face' lahhh

i shall not type so much, but, all in all. my point is. Marks are not THAT important . life is so short, why torture yourself cause of results? how many people will kill themselves over bad results?

CHERISH LIFE.

{byebye(:]
{muacks]
♥ siu min ♥

guess what??



i want a new blogskin! :O

mans, im feeling so bored, i dont even know what to type! hmms, blogs are for feelings...
SO I SHALL TYPE MY FEELINGS! ;D

&while im typing this, i actually found a skin i like, and will be changing it later!* LOL

i feel so sad... there's so many place i wanna go, but yet, i cant be sure of my health of being able to go.. its sad i tell you... sad :(

oh well, i can go after im ALL OK :D

OHYES!
forgot to blog about monday. :X

monday had a sort of 'review' at NUH Kent Ridge Wing. my wound is a little infected -.- it doesnt hurt or anything, but it seriously look super digusting. im not gonna put the picture! there's like some 'holes' or something.. dont know how that happened.. now have to put cream!!!!!! AND THE WORSE PART IS...... i have to take MORE medicine!

i now have THREE different calciums to COMPLETE, and 1 BIGBIG packet of antibiotics to COMPLETE. that means..... 3(31) + 76 =149pills to complete. eat until PUKE! worse, the new medicines smells like shit! im not even kidding! &now my mouth smells like shit -.-

and the nurse at the counter was settling our bill and also next appointment.. she wasnt friendly. -.- the next appointment was going to be on Christmas Eve, & if my father took leave on that half day holiday, it would be considered a full day's leave. &so i wanted to ask if we could change to maybe like a week later or something, (they only open one day a week, lazy bums!)


erms, hello, i was speaking to you! she just kept on talking and talking, never looking at us in the eye, and like very proud that she's a nurse or something lahs! I PAID THE MONEY, I EXPECT TO GET GOOD SERVICE. & if she ever thinks im a mere 'small kid' I TELL YOU..... I CONFIRM SHOOOOOOOOT HER TILL SHE DIES! she has NO RIGHT to discriminate 'kids' that way. ughs, i can still remember her face lahs! hope she drops in a pile of shit! xD

i need a new shawl, bag and dress! currently almost frantic looking for :D

im feeling so lazy now, tahtah! ;D

HELLOS!

SOSOSO HAPPY TODAY!

i fulfill alot of my wishes today!(:
1) SKINNY $15!!!!! mygod... cheapo!
2) Little Miss Late tee $7.50! was on offer(:
3) Cardigan a freaking $10!!
4) necklace okay this is rather out of the point but it cost $8(:

happy!

i spent so much i dun even have $$ to buy a Bubble tea. ==

BUT! i find my purchases are super cheap(:
esp skinny!
hahs..

oh yes! we dined at Pastamania~ dream come true!
super love the cheese! ^^
seriously, the pasta is fabulous! MUST TRY!
and for Sihui's sake, the baked rice is fantastic! :D

okays tell u all something veryyyy funny xD
but jus dun tell THIS FASHION staff :X
cause......

When we went to the huge This Fashion shop in Far East, i got super excited AND.
i suggested we each take some ridiculous dress to try in the dressing room!
hhas.. super funny.
i took a dress, and forced the others to take the same design but different colour too.
Me ; Purple!
Sihui ; Dark Blue!
Sophia ; Red!
KooFang ; Green!

stupid! its like Low-cut and still got frills at the bottom too xD funny~
den after that we even made it more exciting.
we got each other to choose a dress for someone.
I chose a bright red low-cut dress for Sophia,
Sihui chose a purple low-cut for me,
KooFang chose a gold NO low-cut for Sihui, and
Sophia chose a ? NO low-cut for Koofang.
lols!
but we look rather nice(: alien lols.

funny arh! we kept walking in and out of the dressing room, i tink the staff oso tulan xD
shh ok..(: secret

In the end , i spent around $50 and still nid to borrow $1 frm sihui and 30cents frm KooFang to buy a BUBBLE TEA. urgh. pathetic.

okays. byebyes for now(:

HELLOS!!!

dint blog for like, 3 or 4 days? hees~
suddenly have the urgh to blog ^^

today:
physic 8am. lazy larhhhh!
den after that we at 1st tot got cca, in the end dun have. is we see wrong.
the term1 hols stuffs are different frm normal cca stuffs.
urgh!

stupid sia. print that stupid thing for wad. waste paper
(okay fine, the sec1/2 peeps may not know the exact time yet)

anyways, means we dun nid go back school. yay!
but jie&mummy, next time den help u all buy the pasa malam stuffs kays? (:

sians man. now oso dunnoe wadda do.

ANYWAY.

tomorrow !
going out with babes~ woo~ finally. something to do. im gonna cam whore so much~ ;P
so bimbo eh xD

AIMING :
1) Little Miss Late tee~
2) skinnies~ (okay fine so its a SKINNY. hmph)
3) those half 'jacket' dunnoe wads it called. (PURPLE!!)
4) cam whore pictures~
5) fun,joy&laughter(:

gonna finally fufill my dream of the LMLtee woo~~
and skinnies SKINNY is like so long ago its blah.
i wanna buy the NO#3 cause it will fit my beautiful beautiful dress~ :D
SUPER BHB-ING! censor if u think it will spoil your eyes. (:

i cant believe, my school days posts are actually longer than holidays.
isnt holidays when everything's hip and happenin?
what happened to the good old simple holidays?!
whats wrong with the school?
giving us a word : holiday BUT piling so much homework on us.

superman, save the world! banish schools from this world!

HELLO!

looking for cheapo contacts (: 1day acvue! ^^
if u noe whre got sell, tell me kays? (:

and oh yes, i wanna go far east! sihui,, wanna go?
looking for many many more peoples! ^^

BYEBYES

HELLOS!!

today, is Physic Remedial. urgh. 2hours somemore!

but luckily is 10.30 start. but darling darling kellyn! SORRY!
i was like late for around 10mins. ><
make u wait like erm,, again ><

I LEARN MY MISTAKE LE!!!!!! I NOT GOING TO BE LATE ANYMORE!!!!!!!

i swear. (i seriously need the Little Miss Late tee T.T)

den after that reached yew tee saw KooFang~ den they pei me go 7/11 sogood!
i bought the Choco Vitasoy, actually its damn nice AT FIRST.
but drink drink drink become disgusted +.+ too milky and sweet.
but the choco panda rocks! ^^

after Physic around 12(teacher good seh. release us 1/2 h eariler)
we went lot1 shop awhile den go home le~

reached home, 1st thing drop onto bed.. urgh.. very xinku...
i have COUGH+FLU+SORE THROAT
mygod..feel like dying, jus took temperature oso 37.6degrees.. ahhh save me!

tomorro still got Physic EIGHT AM and after that still got MMC! i feel like dying...

BUT!!!!!!!

i opened my blog, i saw CAILING's TAG :
I help you click on the ad liao See, i so good! haha.<3

OMG!!! i was thinking, WHAT AD?!

with veryvery shaking hands, i scrolled down and YES!
I SAW IT!!! NUFFNANG AD!!!!!!!!!!!
mygod, feels like my temp has gone down ! i suddenly got energy!

wow, excitement really does wonders sometimes eh? :D

everyone! help click xD
you will be blessed and have superman grades and if your working, your boss will suddenly become very happy with your performance and give u pay raise! and generally, YOU WILL HAVE A SUPER HAPPY FAMILY AND LIFE(:

thanks!

[thanks deardear cailing! ^^}
[i super love acma mall(: }

just to share something with u guys.

dont u find its really annoying when everyone expects u to have the best grade ever?
i mean, yeah, i chose the triple sciences route, (i dont even noe what for?)
so if i dont get good grades, does it mean i gotta go jump down the building?
yes, i chose this route. i should strive on. but along the way i would also need love, care, concern, and most of all SUPPORT.
yes u may think scoldings are a form of encouragement.
but didnt u think, before we could feel that encouragement, your words could sting and HURT us?
for me, i am very sensitive. i think more than i should and misunderstand many people many times. you would say this is wrong, your must change.
but dont u understand? I CANT CHANGE. its my character. i was born this way. and dont forget, you molded me when i was young. everything i know now, you taught me.
you said u dont have high expections for me. i have evidence.

3years ago, i just got my PSLE results. At that time, you were working. You had told me to call you once i got my results. so i did.
Me : Mummy??
Mum : Yah??
Me : Wo na dao cheng ji liao.(i got my results)
Mum : Har? Duo shao? (really? how much?)
Me : 226.
Mum : silence.... okay lorh. hui lai zai jiang(okay, we'll talk when i come back)

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When you came back, we talked. You asked me.
"WEI SHEN ME BU SHI NA 240 DUO?"
"WHY DIDNT YOU GET 240+?"
you totally broke my heart okay!
i mean, i worked so hard, i got my best, and this is what i get?
i expected you to pat me on my back and say good work.
i know you wanted me to get 240+ so that i can get into the same school as jiejie.
did you think,
"XiaoMei yao qu na yi ge xue xiao ar? Deng yi xia wen ta."
"Which school does she want to go to? I'll ask her later"
did you?

SO what Bukit Panjang Govt High??
I DO NOT WANT TO GO THERE!
dont i have a choice?
you gave me my life, you can take it too.
but, if u decided to give me my life, you should let me take control of it.
you are my parents. i respect u.
whatever i do, i'll do it after asking you.

all im asking for is to respect me too.
i have my life, i have feelings and i get hurt too.

From this post, u guys can clearly see i had a quarrel with my parents.
But its ok now(:
i just wanted to vent my anger.

HELLOS!

im here to honour my promise(:
wait, did i promise u guys a post on friday? i didnt? ohwell~
i will still post anyways :P

okays, on tues,

SUPER HAPPY de lah! tues nid go support B-division Girls BasketBall Match, so my class only nid bring ONE thick textbook to school. CHEMISTRY!
cause 1st and 2nd periods are chem, then 3rd and 4th are PE.
like, finally. one day my bag isnt heavy. (:

even more happy was when a 'short' guy walked into our class(he said it himself!)
we were all like WOO!!! obvious reaction~
but that guy came in, talk to us about alot of things. mainly crap. xD
the things he said was REALLY FUNNY. but he oso got use those YOU-KNOW-WHAT words.
(okay, if ur an angel, the words are like the F word and damn, etc~)
SO, he told us to keep what he said confidentional.
cause he got experience before. this is his story :

Once, he was reliefing for another class in another school and he use the four letter word. Yes. THE F WORD! ohmygod! but he told the class to keep quiet about it, cause he was like 'chit-chatting' with them (as with us) and he thought nth will happen. in the end, some guy go and tell the DM or something. den the DM go see him, den tell him not to do it again. (in his mind he was like, damn it.) LOLS! dumb! xD

and he will like keep saying hes gay, but after that say hes kidding O.=

also, he CHALLENGED US. he told us to get any teacher to set any paper and we both take together. if we win, he treat dinner. if we lose, we gotta get SIX POINTS FOR O. mygod. siao eh. he Ugrad leh.....

okays, so after that went for recess .

after recess super dumb lorh, we didnt bring our bags down == only 3e8 nvr bring seh.. lols.
teachers oso nvr say nid bring. lols. anyways, we faster chiong up and take. den come back keep practice cheer le.. the CCA leaders onstage like dunnoe wadda do.. cause we keep nvr cheer with them. lols.
mus go there then cheer mah.. here no waste voice! ^^

then we go downstairs take bus le... stupid eh! THE BUS IS LIKE SUPER MINI BUS LAH!
42 minus some CCA leaders = 30+ people lorh! still give us minibus == urgh!

after a short BUT uncomfortable ride, WE ARRIVED! same stadium as last time, Bukit Batok i think.

when we reach there as in, our butt JUST touch the seat, the match began! woo!

ANGRY.

cause the oppositing team kept making lots of like 'illegal in my point of view' acts!!
they will knock VERY hard onto our girls and and once even knock until one girl de eye there!
SUPER ANGRY! like wad? scared lose issit? MUST WIN DE MEH?! HUMANS MORE IMPORTANT RIGHT?! MATCH LOSE CAN RE-MATCH MAH! WTH!!!!!!!!
super sad for one girl, cause she got knocked quite alot of times, besides, i like her):

ANYWAYS!
we still won! 69 to 45or so. YAY! CONGRATS!
after that took the minibus back to school ==
cant talk after that.

slashed off the geog and worldmathsday topic. FORGET THE BAD MEMORIES!

today is friday. 1st period. was supposed to be maths. BUT cause today is the last day of term 1,
ms soh had to give our report slips back.

AHHHHHH

failed 2 subjects. geog and Add maths.
super disappointed. i mean, of course my amaths will fail lahs. like. i simply suck at maths. my emaths oso only 51. BUT! my GEOGRAPHY! dropped from A1 to D7 seh. == all because of that stupid 1st test. i am obviously a map idiot, and so much marks fell under map. urgh. 2nd test didnt help much. WALAO. MS LEE! TWO MORE MARKS I CAN PASS LE EH. OSO WONT HELP DE MEH. arghhhhhhhh. cause of this, Ms Soh's gonna call. cause fail 2subs or more, shes gonna call. BTW. here are my marks. prepare yourself. YOU MAY DIE FROM SHOCK.
shall i put all my As together? yes i shall, it will make it look nicer(: (yeah, fat hope.)

English - 74 A2
Biology - 76.5 A1
Physic(WOW!) - 84.5 A1(the 2 tests were pretty easy, alot of ppl got As)
Chinese - 56 C5
E Maths - 51 C6
Chemistry - 56.5 C5
Humanities - 46 D7
A Maths - 42 E8

argh. im gonna abruptly change subject.

I dont think im getting contacts anymore(:
i've been trying to find out how much it costs, and frm what i heard, its pretty expensive.
i jus cant bear to part with my money~
anyways, as long as i dun comitt suscide, i can still wear them when i grow up(:

okays, i really tired and i suppose you guys are a little bored already, so im gonna end here(:

GOODBYE!

[always look on the bright side of life!}
[one life. live it.} (copyrighted M1)

HELLOS!

blogblogblog somemore(u may say)
dun nid study le meh? (my friends may say)
aiyah, heck care lah, i so clever, no nid study oso can pass. (ISAY!)
but not with flying colours lah, maybe fly out the window. lols

okays thats lame.

well, i jus thought of something, do u guys (if you had a choice) let your parents view your blog?

I WAN! lols. i mean, well, maybe sometimes the posts MAY contain something you dun wanna your close family to know, but overall, I APPROVE!

mainly cause well, one word.
COMMUNICATION.

dont you find that sometimes when you got some stuffs u badly wanna tell your mum, but you jus dunnoe how?
well, in this case, BLOG is the way out!
u can jus like jiajia e-mail ur mummy, and a few others, like say
LINK/TAG/READ MYBLOG! (of course, dont forget to add the address)

den, maybe, JUS MAYBE, ur mum will go n read it! espically for business working mums. they are forever checking their mail.

then, your mum will finally see the little girl she never saw before! i mean, its like totally amazing right? (kns, no more chrysanthemum white tea/ jus something lame)

that way, ur mum will know what you want, wad u are thinking, how to talk to u, how to jus make u feel safe.

i do. i really wanna get my mum as an avid reader of my blog. then, she will know me. really know me.

but sometimes, u jus cont control the situation. people jus may flare up at u for no reason,
and thats the reason im hesitant.

if only, if only, i could control the world, make time stop, be a mind-reader, maybe, i would love to be part of this world.

so wad do u think? leave comments(:

goodbye, and thanks for being here, no matter who u are(i wanted to say that long ago!)

[actually, i was supposed to be doing my Social Studies work/ refer to topmost of post.}
[next post about nuffnang!}

Hmm,

i think my blog will soon become a blog for scoliosis.. lols.

i jus did lots of research on scoliosis, surgery seems like a good choice.

i was jus wondering, should i jus dump the brace and go for the surgery?

nah, my parents jus told me my new brace is done, nid to book a time to get it.
urgh! suffering and pain all over again ==
i stupid fcking hate those doctors! ESPECIALLY THE WAD DR HEE!
urgh, so wad if u see millions of teenagers who are refusing to wear their brace? comeon, YOU try wearing it if ur so clever, so wad even if u doctor? i dun give a damn. oh yes, u dun wanna treat me, I WILL BE EVEN HAPPIER. im not JUST any 'cute little ignorant girl'. i can research and kill you with my findings. and stop it with your 'do it or not, its up to u' kinda face! how can you be a doctor, AND A SPECIALIST TOO! if this is wad doctors are all about, HIGH IQ LOW EQ, la dao ok. i'll rather give it a miss and jus jump off the building. and oh yes, before i jump down, im gonna leave a note saying u pushed me to this. even if i die, u gotta come too.

enough with the scoldings.

seriously, im thinking i should go for the surgery. i went to lots of websites and almost 100% is sucessful.

but, almost every single one of them lives in USA or America. T.T
sometimes, i really wish i can live in america. i mean, everything we cant get in singapore, we can in usa! not to mention u wont have to worry abt money.

BUT. NUH oso offers scoliosis surgery! yay. im so gonna go for the surgery.
although my mum will give a definate NO. urgh
here it comes again, i envi ppl living in america. their parents totally asks for their opinion and leaves them to decide whatever they want, unless its unreasonable.

BUT MUM! think about it! after the little painful moments of post-surgery pain, i will be FREE! like, FOREVER! i seriously hope u think in my shoes. and im not being emotional, im being me.

and dad, maybe u dun agree, but u, being the learned person, dont u noe its for the best?
seriously nid your help in convincing mummy.

please. i want to end this suffering once and for all.

HELLOHELLOHELLO!

I AM BACK. for second post. didnt want to make u all wait for nth. == but i still hate blogger.
but wordpress seems too complicated for me, and i dont like Xanga. so i guess im still stuck with blogger ==

ANYWAYS, i've got to recall everything i typed jus now ==

shall we start from yesterday? (:
yesterday was the best day ever. cause its FRIDAY! shortest day for school^^

CE we got 1 period nid go down the foyer to read some panels. den like after we were there for like 25mins, the people come wanna keep le... HENG we come down faster lorh.
ms soh keep saying 'in the nick of time' (i wonder, why not larry of time?)
lols. so anyways, after school, i actually wanted to eat dessert de.. den my frens like wanna go home le, so i guai guai dun go(: SO NICE! xD instead i bought some pasamalam snacks for my sis and mum.. and me of course xD

after go home le den i wait for my jiejie.. den later we go watch movie mah.. in the mean time, i pysco my mum let me wear contacts ^^

Her Reasons For NOT Letting Me Have Contacts:
1) too young(blah!)
2) get infectiong(double blah!)
3) no use ( TRIPLE BLAH!)

see.. all blahblah reasons. LOOK AT MINE!

My Reasons For LETTING Me Have Contacts:
1) cheaper! a spects a year costs close to $200! contacts supply for a year costs like $100++!
2) when i slp that time, i no nid wear glasses to read books and so, will not crush my spects if i accidently fall asleep!
3) nice~(small %tage)
4) if i wear contacts, when im swimming with goggles, i wont have to be afraid of being blind! (save $$ buy degree goggles somemore!)

see see?! THATS THE REASON WHY I NID CONTACTS!

hope i can get before march holidays(:

oh yes, so when my sis came home, we decided to watch CJ7(: last showing.
rushed to west mall still miss like 1st 10mins lorh! anyways, the show was really nice!
7zai is CUTE! i wan 7zai! and then after that we keep saying 'bu yao guo lai'
rofl..
BUT! de cinema de popcorn sucks lorh.we only eat 1/2. its terrible.
but the cheese dip rocks! ^^ cheese fantic

anyways, the crappy stuffs written by yours truely will be up maybe tomorrow(:
i gotta chiong hw now,

SEEYA!