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30 April 2009
April 30, 2009
 (here she is, acting hardworking.)HAPPY BIRTHDAY, YOU PANGSEH GIRL, Chloe! :D
really hope you loved the SMASHING birthday surprise! :D loves!
April 30, 2009
sorry, my blog post is a little bit weird, trying to solve it. BEAR WITH IT! :D
April 30, 2009
FLAG DAY CIP 2nd May 2009
Full day people, i've put you under morning, then, if you decide to stay on the day itself, i think it would be okay, if we let the people there know. For morning shifts people, Report : 8am Return donations :12pm For afternoon shifts people, Report : 12pm Return donations : 5.30 pm Report at St. Andrew Cathedral, Visitors Centre(outside City Hall MRT) for collecting of donation bags and lollipops (FOR THE DONERS!) then, we can go where we want to collect donations. (eg, Marina Square/Orchard road) the only condition is that we need to be back at St. Andrew Cathedral, Visitors Centre(outside City Hall MRT) at the time of returning donations. (Return donations + UNUSED lollipops) St. Andrew's Cathedral is the while cathedral opposite Raffles City MRT. The Visitor Centre is the small building with glass doors and walls outside the main St. Cathedral building. Dress code : School Uniform any questions? (: (will post on class blog when i've gotten hold of the username and password.) It's back, it's back!
27 April 2009
April 27, 2009
Due to popular demand, the tagboard is offically back! :DMUST GO DO RANDOM THINGS ALR.
April 27, 2009
heh heh hehs! i have loads & loads of wonderful photographs to post! :DMust find time to put up a photolog post :D toodles, going to maybe do some hw/surf net/ OR SLEEP WITH MY NEW PAL HUO TUI! :D heh hehs, WILL BLOG ABOUT YOU, HUOTUI. (: The End Of The World
26 April 2009
April 26, 2009
Kellyn told me that the end of the world is coming in 2012! SHOCKED.
that leaves us with.. THREE FRICKING YEARS! god. WILL WE DIE? o.o Adam Khoo, Thank You
April 26, 2009
i've been on KaraokeParty.com , singing many songs. & i sang Hero by Mariah Carey. made me think back to the Adam Khoo workshop. Many thoughts ran through my mind. & im really really happy.on the last day of that workshop, we were totally moved. I swear. When the workshop was only starting, many people, myself included, felt like running away from it, about 7 or 8hours in a room a day was not very appealing to us. But Then, we met Freddy. the ah bu nei nei. we absolutely loved him & his jokes. laughing seemed contagious that day. then came Andrea. the self-denial. (: she kept saying that she was cute, was pretty, joked alot with us too. totally thought she was cool. then, lastly, Mr Benjamin Ong. or, Bong. (: he started out beautifully, laughing just like the others. then, i forgot why, he blew his top. he slammed the boards, we were stunned. & the last hour too. we left for home that day, upset and shaken. the next day, we started out with Bong. we had'nt forgotten how he looked the day before, & of course, we were seemingly less enthu than usual. but, he apologized, & we went back to normal. he was actually a really nice and funny guy. next, Andrea again. she was funny, as usual. she taught us the Chiwawa! :D had loads of fun. then, Freddy came back in. he was like the day before, funny as hell. then, he frightened us too. he started 'scolding' us. made us cry hell lots. i can never forget what he said "On your birthday, you are out celebrating with your friends. But did you ever think? On your birthday, is THE DAY WHEN YOUR MOTHER WENT THROUGH HOURS OF LABOUR PAIN TO GIVE BIRTH TO YOU. SHE COULD HAVE ABORTED YOU. but she didnt." i was totally ashamed of myself. i think, everyone was crying like hell that day. we went home with a heavy heart again. (he also told us to write a letter to our parents.) third and final day, we did more crying. i cant really remember the procedure who came in first, but i guess that doesnt matter. oh yes, on the night of the second day, i told my parents about the night talk. I was REALLYREALLY upset when they said they couldnt go. i was crying, almost. i begged them to go, actually. when they sent me to school the next day, i left a message for my parents. I said " it would really mean alot alot to me if you guys came tonight. Please." they didnt reply me specifically, if they would be coming. I was close to tears the whole day. then, i messaged both my parents, asking if they would be coming. I really felt blissful when my father replied " Yes." such a simple word, but it really meant so much to me. My dad never did really come for any of my school events. Only my mum, even during PTCs. so i was really overjoyed. i started encouraging my friends to ask their parents to come too. when Freddy asked who would be going on stage to talk, i raised my hand proudly.
on that night, my parents of course really did come. i did not tell them anything about me going on stage. i just led them to the hall. seated them, and waited. then, i went up, asking my parents to stand up, i started speaking about my heartfelt words. Words i knew i would never be able to say to them all my life. I cried my heart out that day. but, i also knew the true meaning when my dad said he loved me. & of course, my mum. My dad is a strong guy. I've never seen him cry before. but, on that day, he teared. for me. i cried even harder when i saw that. I swear, this workshop really really pulled our relationship even closer. I really love both of my parents. (: (god, im tearing while writing this.) Lastly, i want to thank, Coaches Freddy, Andrea & Bong. For teaching us anything and everything we must learn. For teaching us how to love. For helping us to be a better person. Thank You. Words cannot express how much i feel for you guys. & Mr Adam Khoo. For simply creating this workshop, for us students. Thank You. Mummy & Daddy, I LOVE YOU. (this workshop shall always be etched into my mind forever.) Funny People + funny people = fun.
April 26, 2009
hahahah, just went out for lunching with Joeslyn, Vaymond + extra de Jasmine! hahahha joking laaahs! :Dwas super fun cans! i was abit awkard with Vaymond at first, but then his crapping got me laughing so hard & i started shooting him like siao! haha. he kept saying sorry to me with i threw him a cold stare. haha. damn hilarious! i've really missed everyone! we all have our own lives & everything now, but we will always be friends! :D (L) & Joeslyn, thanks for all the treats! (: yumyums! I like.
25 April 2009
April 25, 2009
I like to read other people's blogs, because i want to know what is it like from other people's point of view (:THIS IS A EPIPHANY! god. Ms Jessica. hahah, oh well, i guess you can tell how bored i am by the number of times i'm here. I KNOW. i go eat dinner then go do hw. (: I AM BORED.
April 25, 2009
so, i re read some of my old posts. Kellyn read them a few days back, she said everything was super funny.then, i realised, when i was only sec 1 & THREE YEARS AGO, i alr starting saying Fuck! LOLOLOL. i know, I AM SO BAD. hahaha, i'm learning to stop saying vulgarities! i downgraded to Ma De alr, & i dont really think thats on the same standard with F right? lower de (: yayness! & today, Kellyn & Feiyang tried to steal a look at my POSB password. LOL. hilarious. well, i am so bored. YAWNS. So many things, so not enthu
April 25, 2009
LOL, i dk why, these days i'm just so not enthu with blogging, lalahs~but i have so much to blog about! o.o! -PTC (scott chew!) -Adam Khoo workshop (god, so long ago) -Sec3 Camp (this is ancient, i swear.) -random stupid funny stuffs. PILE UP mans. somemore last time i was blogging like DAILY! drastic change. lols SEEHOW. maybe will blog more frequently (: Blogger Template = Fun
24 April 2009
April 24, 2009
I think, i am going to change to default bloggerskins permanently! :Dhahah, then use blogger comments!! :D so fun! :D okays, i go change now, later going to STUDY. must not be late! if not my wallet will get a big hole.. will blog about PTC & more later! :D loves!!
21 April 2009
April 21, 2009
Happy Birthday To My Dearest Daddy! (:
& i'll be the good daughter you've had in mind, i promise! & CONGRATS TO UNITY CHOIR; UNIQVOICES! :D SILVER SILVER! GREAT JOB! DID US PROUD, ONCE MORE! :D
20 April 2009
April 20, 2009
The Weather These Days Are So Hot. Global Warming. STARTING TO RAISE AWARENESS.
Do a good deed people! Get more plant, suck up all the Carbon Dioxide! :D Yayness!
April 20, 2009
gawd. now then i realised that me & my sis both using blogger templates, then she GO edit my profile sia. now both our blogs end with Siuyin. KNN. Im not angry cause she changed it. Im angry cause she did it without telling me. SERIOUSLY, I F HATE PEOPLE DOING THINGS BEHIND MY BACK WITHOUT TELLING ME. THIS IS MY ACCOUNT AFTER ALL, AT LEAST TELL ME WHAT YOU'RE DOING. I WONT DO ANYTHING. DON'T THINK I WONT EVER FIND OUT. I JUST WANT TO KNOW. the feeling of being left out of everything is hurtful. cause the thing is, when i DO find out, I'll be feeling worse than you even telling me in the first place. At least, it wont hurt as much.
Why cant people be honest with me? I feel so hurt, & alone. I'm not unreasonable, am i? I'm not unhappy because you guys did whatever you did in the first place. I'm sad cause you guys cant tell me the truth. Am i that hard a person to get along with?
April 20, 2009
gawd, my blogskin cocked up again! -o-going to have to change it again .. but i'm gonna change it when i'm free! for now, BLOGGER TEMPLATE. i wanted to watch 17 again, but kellyn & pris went to watch le, never jio de.. :( neverminds then, shall see when. & i had lots of fun today @ the playground with Chloe, Feiyang & Kellyn. darn fun. FEIYANG! i shall never forget what you did today! LOL. gawd. i am thinking about so many things right now. My mind will burst. & that wont be a good thing. cause everything thats on my mind will finally spill. No Good. guess i shall just use super glue and stick all of it back it. shall blog again sometime, with photos. .
18 April 2009
April 18, 2009
hehehehehs! going to East Coast Park later! :D AT NIGHT! seems fun sia! but hope no stupid insects! :D
& feiyang, MY AUDI NEVER INSTALLATION FAIL OK! :D
17 April 2009
April 17, 2009
TODAY : FRIDAY, APRIL 17 2009. SOMEONE ALMOST TRIPPED AND FELL! AHAHAHAHAH. DAMN FUNNY. i told you i'll blog this! :D
April 17, 2009
Ms Soh just told us that the PTC this year is different! o.oThere will be three different people different students have to see. Mainly ; VP - Mrs Suppiah HOD - I dk which. Form Teacher - Ms Soh gawd! o.o i'll rather face ms soh laaahs. at least she knows us alr, can talk better.. & of course, Im upset over my MYE results. although, i have to admit, i didnt really study like hell. i was actually almost on the verge of giving up at some papers. But, the MYE this year is really terrible. Early April! gawd. & now i dk what reason i can give cause i've not done well. If i say i no time study, they confirm say they alr give 1week holiday to study le. but, what can we achieve much in this 1week? nothing much. But, i cant blame the school for what's my fault. I DIDNT STUDY HARD, i must admit. My mind was actually more of Prelims. Now that MYE's over, i've promised myself that i must work super hard for prelims. But im afraid that i wont be able to focus for that either! gawd. I'm writing words of encouragement everyday on Post-Its, Hope It Helps! (: I MUST HAVE DISCIPLINE. I MUST CONTROL MYSELF. I MUST KNOW MY PIORITIES! Must. Study. Hard. Cannot. Slack. GO NOW. :D I promise myself that i will study hard for at least 3hours daily! :D promisepromise!! Fly, Fly Towards My Dreams Of The Future.
& guess what? I've just realised i've failed all my teachers. They've worked hard to teach us, yet i cant even get a simple pass. Especially Mdm Ng. I've promised her before, (i think) that i will get As for both maths. But i've failed. I felt damn sad that day, when she spoke to me a little. She asked me " Siumin, what can I do to help you pass your maths?" in total seriousness & sincerity. i was stunned. at that point, i've realised how high the hopes of my teachers had of us. They believed that we could do it. So why not? Now, I'm going to make a promise. A true promise. I promise, to all my teachers, that i will try very hard to achieve better results. For my parents, my family, my teachers, & most importantly, for myself. I Had Fun, Truely.
14 April 2009
April 14, 2009
today, 2/5 had a mini get-together. (:we met up at Yew Tee Mac, had breakfast, chatted a little. im serious, I'VE MISSED ALL OF YOU. Abi brought all the class photos, we kept comparing who changed the most, haha. KAIXIN HAD CENTRE PARTING IN SEC1. :D everyone changed, of course. & all of them were just as cute (: was mad at the guys for being late (excluding Jeshua) haha, COLD WAR! (: oh & everything just felt so good, so perfect. I WAS HAPPY. more of theses! definitely! :D loves all of you people! mwackmwack!! :D one more time (: I LOVE 2/5 ! LIME!
oh & must record. 13 April 2009 Someone asked me a question that STUMPED me. LIKE, TOTALLY. o.o toodles!
13 April 2009
April 13, 2009
CHOU KOOFANG!! I TOLD YOU, MUAHHAHAHA. NOW YOU DIE OH! hee hees  bwhahahahah! dont believe me lahs! MUAHAHAH. i shall take more. :D My New Skill!
10 April 2009
April 10, 2009
My new skill is learning to eat with my left hand!! :D& im proud to say that IT IS SUCCESSFUL!! :D whahahah, everytime i will be eating something in front of the comp, left hand eat, right hand click. now is learning to eat with chopsticks on left hand!! WHAHAHA. lols, im siao because i can't bear to think that i am going to have to spend a few hours alone with my files and chinese work :( oh shit, Amaths + chem haven do also. haha. AIM : FINISH EVERYTHING BY TODAY! :D BYEBYE
April 10, 2009
YAY! problem solved! :DNow people wont say my blog emo ehs! :D so happy, so cute now!! :D oh & i checked, it's viewable in IE toooo! :D yays! i look at it also feel happy nows! :D
April 10, 2009
Upcoming singer, rather talented, the songs he wrote are really meaningful.
Evan Taubenfeld - The Best Years Of Our Lives Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... (3x) We had the best years of our lives, But you and I would never be the same, September took me by surprise, And I was left to watch the seasons change. Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... (3x) It's been so quiet since you're gone, And everyday feels more like a year, Sometimes I wish I could move on, The memories would all just disappear. So many things I should've, Said when I had the chance, So many times we took it all for granted. [CHORUS] I'd never thought this could ever end, I'd never thought I'd lose my bestfriend, Everything is different now, Can we stop the world from turning? I'd never thought I'd have to let you go, I'd never thought I'd ever feel this low, I wish I could go back, And we'd stop the world from turning. Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... (2x) Looking back on better days, When we were young, we thought we knew so much. And now it seems so far away, I'm wondering If I was good enough. So many things I should've, Said when I had the chance, So many times we took it all for granted. [CHORUS] I'd never thought we would ever end, I'd never thought I'd lose my bestfriend, Everything is different now, Can we stop the world from turning? I'd never thought I'd have to let you go, I'd never thought I'd ever feel this low, I wish I could go back, And we'd stop the world from turning. Gone are all the days, When we swore we'd never break, And now I'm left here alone. Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... (3x) Oh oh ooo.. Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... I'd never thought this would ever end, Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... I'd never thought I'd lose my bestfriend, Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... Everything is different now, Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... Can we stop the world from turning? [CHORUS] I'd never thought this could ever end, I'd never thought I'd lose my bestfriend, Everything is different now, Can we stop the world from turning? I'd never thought I'd have to let you go, I'd never thought I'd ever feel this low, I wish I could go back, And we'd stop the world from turning. Oh oh oo Oh Oh oo... (2x) Oh oh oo ooo.
April 10, 2009
You' know, i was just surfing through blogs, and i had such a great admiration for people who just seriously blogged our whatever they wanna say.Yet, me? coward. i'm so afraid of how people look at me, how they read my blog. & yeah, im afraid of letting some people know my true feelings. & its sad & pathetic, i tell you. imagine having to type everything out, and even having to read it a second time just so you know you wont offend people. (try to) so what's the point of having a blog then? its useless already. but fret not, i wont delete it. so many memories, good and bad. from now on, i will try to blog seriously whatever i want to say, and forget about everything else. i want to be a brave girl. I want to let the world know I AM ME. i wont change for anyone else.
I NEED TO TELL MYSELF IT'S GONNA BE OK, EVEN IF I HAVE TO BE ALONE. it's gonna be okay, stop the tears from flowing.
April 10, 2009
I WANT TO MAKE AN EFFORT.
LET ME IN, PLEASE.
April 10, 2009
Getting results next week, & i cant believe i have no feelings now. I guess it's due to the fact i alr know i wont be doing well. i wasnt on form! :(nevermind, Look forward. Prelims. &yeahs, dont ask me about whatever i've typed. if you're reading it & dont understand, then maybe its because i dont wanna tell. guesses.
Silence from me. if you're having to need to ask to understand. then forget it. dun even need to think about it. cause it wont concern you anymore.
09 April 2009
April 09, 2009
Happy Good Friday Darlings, How's the day going? OMG, I DIDNT EVEN KNOW MY BLOG REACHED 300POSTS ALR! NOW IS 301!!! my god, did i really have that much to say? hees. I've just borrowed 2 books on CHOCOLATE. put footnotes on some recipes, gonna try to make them very soon!! SO EXCITED, mygod, somethings wrong with my comp, all the keys gone wrong,,,,,,,,, god; must go fix: BAKEBAKEBAKE
April 09, 2009
I WANT TO BAKE SOMETHING, DAMNIT! SUPER HUGE ITCHY HANDDDDDDDDDS! :(
April 09, 2009
i want a phone line! yeah, another one of my wishful dreams..
impossible to attain, beautiful to dream. Tired..
08 April 2009
April 08, 2009
need to hand up A & E + Chemistry Files tomorrow,
seems like today will be another sleepless night again.. i've learnt something new today. dont make myself unhappy, over whatever reason. i'll just treat people exactly the way they've treated me from now on. next time, dun ask me what i'm doing to you. instead, ask yourself what you've done to me. A Whole List Of Posts!
07 April 2009
April 07, 2009
some randomly edited pictures.    
Bad Mistake/ Jogathon
April 07, 2009
AHHH. I SUDDENLY REALISED WHY THE PICTURES ARE ALL SO BIG!! cause i use photobucket!!! USE BLOGGER WONT EH!! shit. ahh, forget it. at least i learn from my mistakes!JOGATHON. Encourager of the day! Ms Chua/Ms Lee! 
Cineleisure - Fun
April 07, 2009
photos. lots of it. CANDID! :D  HI, MY NAME IS BIG FLOWER.  Kissy Kissy!  Chloe " HUH, What Did You Say????"  Siumin " Eh come take photo, i standby already!" Koofang " dun wan." Kellyn " okay la okay la... NAH"  Siumin "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!" Koofang/Kellyn " HAHAHAHAH" lols, actually i alr forgot what happened.. so i anyhow crap (:  Siumin " ah, finally." Koofang " okay la, NAH." Kellyn " shit, i want to laugh.."  hmms? you wan take photo of me? OKAY (:  Kellyn being gluttony of the day! haha   groupies  these two, always block de.. ONLY KELLYN GOOD :D  HI, I AM A FRIENDLY MING XING.  WHY, NOT HAPPY AH! I MING XING OK.  Siumin "eh, O$P$ lah! if not i laugh at you OKAY." Chloe " haaaaaaaar?"  Chloe (haha, i'm so nice.)  QUICK, TAKE PICTURE!!THEY COME OUT ALR!! haha, we look like celebrities who just got off the plane hor?  Kellyn, that guy behind you also wan play laaaah!  Koofang, i know you're tired.. but TOO BAD, I CAPTURED IT~  oh god, love this picture cans!! we look so happy & contented! YUMMY FOOD.  & thus, ends the cineleisure trip. (loving this pic.) Back, at last.
April 07, 2009
Okay, first up, SAM.i can say.. Fruitful.  Froggieeeeeeeeeeees!   Yes, It Says Love.  Loving that blue fabric!  Keychains, anyone?  Little Sweet Love.  Damnit, dont tell me you can resist these cute Bambi! All proudly HANDMADE by my dear cousin, Wendy! (: These were some of the stuff she was selling back at the flea market at SAM. Cute & Beautiful. Want one? Go www.needlelovesthread.blogspot.com [now do i realise this sounds like an advertorial.] lalala~ i think i want to go back to blogging daily! (: (sorry, the sizes are still as big..) Yeah, Smile
April 07, 2009
 Yeah, Smile.
Smile Like No Ones' Looking, Laugh Like No Ones' Noticing, & Best Of All, Live Like No One Cares. Wait For Me!
03 April 2009
April 03, 2009
yeah, i'll start blogging again soon!i dont have the blogging bug yet, haha, SO.. wait for me! :D |
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